what do you think of this poem? 2

when did I get this confused
why can't I say it straight
what words should I use
is it really too late
why did I give up and quit
what made u turn away
when did we finally split
my heart is now gray
what is it I'm trying to say
when will I get a chance
why can't my heart obey
it all seems hopeless romance
I lost u once
and thought u out of reach
I lost u twice
and my ability of speech
don't know what to do
don't know what to say
can only think of u
much to my dismay