As I walked into the room this heavy hammer of pain an despair crashed onto my body. I couldn't stay though. The tears leaked out of my eyes like the drizzling water drops on a rainy day. In that moment I realized...I wasn't the only one. All around the room I saw the glints of tears rolling down cheeks, and the faint sounds of deep breaths and a sob here and there. As the night went on, I saw many comforting hugs and plenty of "I'm sorry" floating around the room. (continued in ?)