Demolishing My Dreams (poetry by me) Part one (it's long)

True happyness is just a myth, teasing my soul. Love enters my life, then stabs my back with vicious hate. I feel the knife penatrate my skin with mercilous pain. The darkness surounds my thoughts, bleeding uncontrolably, like the black death to It's unaware victims. Throbbing noise of souless feel, peel from my brain and shatter glass. Totuttaa vereen ja liha luhistuminen jotta ajaa karille (Finnish). I watch as my life falls to its knees.