Hmmmm.....poem numero 1

The blue blue sky,
is now grey,
as the day, sadly faded away,
and as I cried, because of pride, I sighed and washed the day away,
only hoping that nothing would stay, as I sat still,
and could only hope to die,
or have a fear, or tell a lie,
lifelessly and unpredicably,
i had it all, i counted to three,
pulled the trigger....
and set me free.