Suicidal Thoughts...

Well, if you havent read my profile already..my dad died today due to cancer..:'(..Me and him never really got along but he was still my dad, I got to say I loved him before he passed, but I said so many things before that...that it doesnt help me feel better at all..It doesnt help that my mom, dad, and brother all died in the month of December, aka the month of my birthday..I just have so many things running through my head right now..I guess I just need someone to talk to...