a poem

this life,these emotions
its all so confusing
i gave her my heart
why did she take it
just to smash it to pieces
as i tried to pick up the shards that remained
i reached out to my "friends"
but they slapped my hand away
they say im fine
that i just need more time
if they mean eternity i guess they're right
no one tries to understand me
all this chaos inside
but now
as i open up my wrists
and my vision begins to fade
(continued n question 1 and answers)