Sickening

Its eating me from the inside
I cant seem to shake this feeling
I try and once I think I succeed it shows up again
The maddening feeling is sickening
My insides turn into knots
Little knots of anxiety and frustration
I close my eyes and will it way
Yet it is stronger then my will
I need to find a way
A solution to this illness
ill beat it
I know I will
ill keep at it until one of us crumbles
When that day comes
ill be the one standing tall

~*~ACL