Swallow my pain (prt 1)

Falling inside why can't i die
Giving up everyday don't have the will to try
Not able to cry, not able to see why,
Everyone else can't see the other side of me
Ripping at my lungs screaming out to the dead
Trying to get all these voices out my head
Running through myself over and over again
Wishing it would stop hoping for the end
I swallow my pain its a burning embrace
Everytime that i see her face
Its burning a hole straight through my heart
I'm falling fast ran out of time