This poem i wrote makes me cry so hard..

Have you ever wanted to end all the pain?
Have you ever taken a gun to your head?
Have you ever pulled the trigger and ended everything?
Have you ever wanted to end all the pain?
What was the main reason?
HAve you ever wanted to end all the pain?
Have you ever taken a knife to your neck?
And wished to leave this life forever?
Have you ever wanted help but no one was around to care?
Did it ever occure to you that i would miss you?
~IN MEMORIE OF JUSTIN SPARLING~