I feel the pain at this very moment
I think of what it was like when we were both alive
now I fell like the world has come to an end
as I hold the gun to my head, my finger on the trigger
I think of you
I think am I doing the right thing
I don't answer myself
I push the trigger
I see my life without you flash in front of me
then I don't feel anything
I walk into a lighted doorway
I see you walking towards me
now I know my life has ended