POEM: Sorry

I feel stupid
Cause of all the things that I said
I really didn't mean it
When i told you i wish u were dead
Now all of these painful thoughts run through my head
Can she ever forgive me
I hope she can see
That when i yelled and screamed
It just wasn't me
I grabbed her wrists
As her fingers turned into angry fists
I told her i didn't need her
That was a lie
I thought about it all day
And it even made me cry
So I call her and tell her to try
forgive for telling a lie