okay, im 13 years old and im so confused. i want to be put up for adoption but im scared of foster homes from the stories i hear. and im not being abused,neglacted or rapted. my grandma died and my family crazy and my mothers sisters are crazy. they are trying to destroy me and my moms lives. so i dont want to be part of this at all. my parents also yell saying threats to get a divorce soon to each. i dont want me or my sister to grow up in a house with that. but we have no where to live. help!!