Does God really love me?

ok, when i was just 6 years old, the Lord took my 17 year old brother away from me. then, just 9 days later, He takes my cousin away from me. then, 1 year later, He takes my perfectly healthy great uncle away with just a hit on his head. how could He love me if he just keeps taking things away from me? is He testing me or somthing? cruel test if u ask me.