Dancing With Wolves - New Found Confidence

Ok, my mum went to Thailand for the rest of the school term to look
after her I'll father. I wasn't going to stay home with pedo father
and an annoyance of a brother. So I asked mum if I could stay at erik
and starks house (two of my three childhood friends), so my mum trusts
them. I've had a crush on erik for 2 years now, I love his black hair
and blue eyes.

It was a Thursday I went to school as normal but went home with erik
and stark. I loved their room to peices because of the two wolves
painted on the wall. Erik said I could have his bed and he will sleep
on the sofa. At 8.30 he left to go on a first date with Eva, I hated
that girl because she used to pick on me, also I wanted erik to myself
but I wasn't confident enough.

I lay down on Eriks bed but at the same time I was being nosy looking
through Eriks stuff under his bed. I found a box and inside were
catalogues of my favourite clothes and music stuff. Oh my god! The
personalized converses he got me were 80 pounds. I felt guilty now,
but it didn't stop me looking, in that box I also found a bunch of
poems and music lyrics he wrote. I recognised the poems. I got one
each year with a bunch of roses. I can't believe it was him. But what
can I do now he's out with Eva! So he does like me, or used to.

A tear ran down my face as i shove the box under the bed as stark
enters the room and walks over to lay on his bed. "what's wrong, your
crying? Stark noticed the tear.
"Umm, nothing, well I can't say, but uuuhh, it's about erik" I
muttered. I was scared to death as the door suddenly opened.
"Hey" he muttered, "oh my god, are you ok?"
"I'm fine" I moaned, now just fed up and wanting sleep. I turn around
to face the wall and close my eyes.
"Where did you go?" Stark asked.
"Urm.. On a date with Eva" after that i had no idea what they were
saying because it was to quiet.