Numbness
This is a song that I created about my life from 1st tell 12th grade. Let me know what you think
Numbness
I walk around on my first day of school
I see my class mates and think they are cool
When they know me, my label is weird
When I get home, my eyes draw a tear
Week by week, year by year
I slowly build a shell to hide my fear
Numbness, is all I feel
In my life, nothing is real
Day by day, every day
I walk through the halls with nothing to say
I fake a smile, fake a laugh
Living my life, plaing an act
Numbness is all I feel
In my life, nothing is real
Red marks there red marks here
Everyday, I make them appear
On my arms, on my legs
Trying to cure this numbness that won't go away
Numbness is all I feel
In my life, nothing is real
Day by day week by week
Fighting this drug, I cannot defeat
Numbness is all I feel
In my life, nothing is real.
I walk around on my first day of school
I see my class mates and think they are cool
When they know me, my label is weird
When I get home, my eyes draw a tear
Week by week, year by year
I slowly build a shell to hide my fear
Numbness, is all I feel
In my life, nothing is real
Day by day, every day
I walk through the halls with nothing to say
I fake a smile, fake a laugh
Living my life, plaing an act
Numbness is all I feel
In my life, nothing is real
Red marks there red marks here
Everyday, I make them appear
On my arms, on my legs
Trying to cure this numbness that won't go away
Numbness is all I feel
In my life, nothing is real
Day by day week by week
Fighting this drug, I cannot defeat
Numbness is all I feel
In my life, nothing is real.
2 Comments
Well, it's a very sad song...
For me, the most essential is to be yourself and not feel shy because of it. There are always people who think the same way, you do, it's just hard to find them.
And the best thing is just not to put attention to what ppl say and do your stuff :)
I know but, it's kind of too late for that.
Realy, I don't care. I still feel numb thow