love! love? am i rele in love

(ugh he so perfect. I don’t know what to say to him. he’s the only guy that I’ve ever had this problem with. he’s just so HOT.)
"I cant!" I said
"just go for it' Erin said. as she pushes me forward
I almost fall but keep my balance. So I walk towards him and find my self saying
"um hi Dylan."
"oh hey Julianne.” he replied,.
and just from him knowing my name I have butterflies.
"ugh what’s up?” I try to say casually.
"just waiting in line for a soda. What are you doing here?"
"oh I just live around the corner so I come here a lot." I lie.
"well I got to go. See you at school tomorrow."
" yeah.….see… you there." (well that was short but I still talked to him. that’s the best that will happen all week.)
I walk back to Erin with a big smile. She lifts up her arms, like what the hell happened.
"he had to go!" I say like I was happy.
She lifted her hand and smacked the back of my head.
" you shouldn’t have let him go." she said like she was disappointed. "come on lets go make another plan."
" fine but this time you talk to him!"
We both laugh. ( I love him so much and he barely knows me! that’s what im really thinking!