I Got Sent To a all Emo Boys Camp... Did I mention I'm a Girl

Everyone was waiting for the last bell to ring of the day. Releasing use into a world of staying up all night and sleeping late. Well for me it just freed me from my own prison.
"Wawooo! I'm finally free to do whatever I want, whenever I want!" I screamed running out of the classroom.
I was so excited because the summer was finally here. While I at my locker throwing everything away except for my paramore posters and pictures of Andy Sixx, my best friend Kyndra came up to me with a huge smile plastered right on her face.
"Whats crackalacken my wonderful friend?" I shouted in her face.
"Well if you must know.." She paused, knowing I could take the suspence.
"Just tell me."
"Well if you must know... I'm going to be staying in California the whole summer!" she shreeked. My face fell into a scolded.
"You were suppose to spend the whole summer with me. Not in California. Whats over there anyway?"
"A all girls camp. My mom thought it would be fun if I go to a all girls camp that helps them with their acting career. I could be chosen to do a movie!!!"
Oh, did I mention that my best friend has always wanted to be in a movie with Taylor Lautner. She is obessed with that guy. She has his wall paper and posters and hand bag, but I can't complain, I'm proud to say that I am obsessed with my own famous person. Andy Sixx. I sighed just thinking about him.
"Are you listening to me Jazmyn. Gosh!" she was giving me the best mad face she could give. I just laughed at her.
"No I wasn't listening, but that face expression of youyr has my attention." I laughed.
"Well what I was saying is.. we're at my house now." She gave me a weak smile. "I'm going to miss you Jazzyphae." She weeped. Oh no here comes the water works.
"Don't cry. It will be ok. I'll come visit you tomorow before you leave and..and...we'll have the best darn fun we have ever had." I wasn't crying until she said this one last thing.
"But I'm leaving right when I walk into the house.." We both looked up when we heard the house door open. "Hey Jazmy. Kydra darling hurry up and say good bye to your friend so we can get moving already." Her mom said and walked back into the house.
"Get moving." I choked. "What does she mean by that?" I looked at my best friend.
"I kn-know I sa-said that I was just going to a girls camp for the summer, b-but the truth is..." She started sobbing. "The truth is I'm moving forever and..and..and..its just for the best. You know...for my career." She smiled at me. I knew it was forced because it didn't reach her eyes.
"No I don't know whats best for your career, but I do know whats best for our friendship and thats not for you to move halfway around the world." I shouted at her. "Its for you to stay here with me..and..we have slumber parties and prank call boys...stay up all night."
We were both crying really hard by now. Her mom came out of the house and locked it. "Kydra dar...OMG!! Are you both ok?" she came running to use. She started to hug me, but I shrugged her off.
"You are the reason that my best friend is leaving and is never coming back." I shreiked throught tears.
"But Darling..." her mom interupted.
"Don't you "but darling" me. I don't want your sympathy or your dumb excuse. I've heard enough excuses for today." With that I started walking down the street to my house.
"Jazzyphae!!!!!!" My be...exbest friend screamed. "COME BACK!!! please." The last one was a whisper, but I heard her. I turned around look stare at her.
"Don't Jazzyphae me. You of all people know I hate to be lied to and thats just what you did. You lied to me in my face. You betrayed our friendship by breaking the number one rule. ONE MUST NOT LIE NO MATTER WHAT IT MAY BE!!" I took a dragged breather. I needed to get out of here.
"Jazmyn. I didn't tell you the truth because... I thought, that if you just thought I was going away to a girls camp to help my career, but never came back, you'd think that I got what I wanted. You'd be happy for me, but move on with your life. I thought that if you knew I was moving.. you wouldn't be able to cope with the lost of another friend." She relized what she just said and covered her mouth. "I am so sorry..." She started.
"I didn't mean to say it." I finished. "Save it for someone who cares." I said turning to look at her one last time. "Save it for someone who cares." I whispered and started walking down the street.
"Jazmyn....Jazmyn!!" She screamed. "Jazmyn." She finally said. "Come on darling." her mother said. I heard the car crank up so I turned around. I watched as they lefted. I continued to watch even when they were long gone.
I started walking to a place where I know I will feel better. The Cemetary.
I sat there at Suvannas grave. My best friend who had gotton in a car accident a few years ago. Matter of fact today was the anniversary of her death. She was 13 years old. Just like me. We were on our way to the town to watch a movie. She decided we would walk sence it was only a few minutes from the school. It had been the last day of school as well. I remember the day as if it were today.
~Flashback~
"Come on Jazzyphae we are going to be late for the movie. It starts in 10 minutes." She said smiling at me.
"I'm coming!!!" I picked up my books and started running. "Race you there." I screamed running passed her. When I got to the end of the road I stopped because there was a car coming, but she didn't.
"NO WAIT!!!" I screamed trying to stop her, but it was too late. I heard the car come to a stop, but I also heard and saw the impact.
"NOOOOOO!!!" I took off into the road. Everyone was screaming different things, but they we just standing there. "Call a ambulance dangget!!! You're suppose to be adults!!!"
I got down on my knees and held her, She looked up at me and smiled. "Jazzyphae why the long face." She said.
"I..you..I" I choked out through sobs.
"Shhh..." she said putting her finger up to my lips. Stopping me from stuttering. She looked at her wrist. "Here, I want you to have this." She said taking off her most prize bracelet. It was her favorite because her father gave it to her.
"No thats yours." I said pushing it back to her.
"No I want.." She swallowed."I want you to have it." Then she dropped it into my hand and smiled again. "I love you Jazzphae." she said closing her eyes. "I love you to Suvannacakes." I cryed.
I could here the sirens of the ambulance now that I payed attention.
"Imma sleep now." she said weak.
"No stay awake." I said encouraging her.
"No.. I think Imma sleep now." she said stubbornly. That made me smile. "Hey theres that smile I so happy its there." She said closing her eyes one last time before her body went limp in my arms.
~Flashback over~
I didn't realize that I had been crying for over a hour now. Thinking back on that horrible day is a burden for me and her mother.
Every sence that day I havn't been the same. I used to wear dresses and I had alot of friends, but I seprated myelf from them. The only one who stuck was Kyndra because she was Suvannas cousin. I started wearing all dark colors and every once in a while I'd cut myself. I even tryed commiting suicide, but I didn't suceed no thanks to my self repect. I just couldn't do it to myself. I havn't cut in 2 years or blamed myself. No one blames me for her death, but me.
I looked down at the bracelet she gave me and then back at her tombstone.

Suvanna Grayson
1995-2008
A daughter, a granddaughter and
a wonderful best friend.

I held on to the bracelet and got up. It was dark outside now so I decided it was time for me to get home.
As I was walking home I started thinking about how much fun I was going to have this summer, but then my face fell when I thought about Kyndra. Why did her mother choose to move today. GOSH!! Adults are so unfair.
When I got to my house and walked through the front door I was suprised to see my parents sitting at the kitchen table.
"Where have you been young lady?" My mother scolded.
"Oh now you try to be all parentally and want to know where I've been" I screamed. I wasn't up for this.
"Don't give me that sasse. Tom tell her." she said looking at my dad.
"Jazmyn where have you been?" he asked calmer.
"If you must know I was at the Cemetary visiting a friend. Of which I do not have anymore because Kydra has moved!!!" I yelled glaring at my parents.
My mother gasped and then her expression softened.
"Oh huney I'm sorry." She said and then she looked at my father. "I think we should just wait until tomorow to tell her." She said. My father shook his head.
"No tell me now. Theres nothing that can make me feel like anymore crap than I do now." I said with my arms crossed.
My mother sighed. "Honey your father and I have to go to Romania for your Aunt Patunias funeral. She died yesturday and the funeral is Saturday. We were plaining on coming back next month sence we knew you were capable of being home alone and we thought that your friend Kyndra would be here." She sighed again. "But sence she left we have to go with the first option that we had figured when we first thought about your saftey. We had decided that you would be going to a summer camp."
"Wha...!!" I interupted.
"Let me finish." She said putting her hand up to stop me. "Jazmyn. We were going to let you stay home remember." She said glaring at me. "But that is no longer a option. We are going to send you to this camp for the month. If you don't like it you can come home after that month, but if you like it you can still stay." My mom gave me a reassuring look. Thats the look of do-it-or-your-butt-is-mine.
I thought for a minute. It would be a camp for just one month and then I get to go home. Its only ONE month. I hope I'm not making a mastake.
I sighed in defeat, knowing I want beable to get out of it.
"Fine I'll go to this stupid little camp of yours, but only if I get to come home after the month is over." I said.
My mother smiled. "Yes darling you'll be able to come home whenever you want after that month is over." She said all to happy. "Well don't just stand there come give your parents a hug." She said with out stretched hands. I haven't hug my parents sence that horrible day. Every sence then they was always working and I was always out on the streets.
I walked over to them and hugged them. It felt nice to finally hug them in 2 years. I smiled to myself.
"Ok enough of that." I finally said. Then I thought about how I was leaving for month, but I had no idea when. "Mom, dad, when am I leaving?" I asked.
My parents looked at each other and frowned.
"Tomorow." They said simutameously.
"WHAT!!!" I shouted.
"Huney we have to leave tomorow also. It will be ok." my dad said.
"UGH!!!!" I groaned and ran up stairs to my room.
"Hmph!" I whined. "I can't believe I'm leaving tomorow. I guess I better start packing." I said to no one inparticular.
I packed for more than a month mainly because I'm always prepared, but I knew I'd only be there for a month. Dirt and bugs were not my things.
After I finished packing I put my bags down stairs and I went to take a shower.
After I showered I got into my bed for the last time until the month is over, hopefully. I feel asleep dreaming about what was to come for me tomorow.