Your The Reason I Live (2) [Read Intro]

Next Day~
I woke up from sleeping and quietly crept out of the room. Dylan's not here I thought. I watched some T.V. and about half an hour to 45 minutes later Dylan came home, angrier than ever. "Is everything okay?" I asked. He had this expression on his face like I was his problem. "Jessica broke up with me. Because of you." He said. I was shocked. Because of me? Nothing is ever about me. "W-w-what?" I stuttered out. "I told her you were living here, and how you're my best friend. She thought there was 'more to it' that just "friends.". He said putting quotes around the word friends. "I-m-m sorry." I said kinda afraid right now. He looked at me straight in the eye and his eyes softened. He took a deep breath and muttered "Whatever." He walked into his bedroom and I followed. "Are you mad at me?" I asked. He shrugged. Then I did something I never thought I would do in a million years, something I would never do with my best friend. I kissed him. It was so passionate. He pulled back. "I-I can't do this." He said. I frowned and I almost started crying. "Why not?" I asked. "Because your my best friend." He said. "Excuses, excuses. It's always the same excuse. It's always 'because your my best friend bit'. What's the real reason?" I asked on the verge of tears. He wouldn't make eye contact which is a sign of lying. "Because I don't like or love you like that. I only see you as a friend. I'm not able to see you the way I saw Jessica. It's just different. I'm sorry." He said. I started crying. I knew for a fact he was lying but my mind made me believe him. I ran out of his bedroom and quickly put on my shoes. I was going to leave to the park. I wasn't acting trying to make him feel guilty, I really honestly believed what he said. I slammed the door shut and ran to the park. I sat there for hours, or what it seemed to be. It started to get dark and I heard all these noises. I was really scared. And truthfully I'm afraid of the dark. I squeazed my eyes shut and hoped when I opened them it would be light. I counted "1. 2. 3. 4. 5....." The voice in my head kept saying "What happens when you get to 6?" (It was on the boogeyman 1 xD) "6." I opened my eyes and saw Dylan right infront of me. I slightly screamed. "What are you doing here by yourself?! You could get taken away and raped! Why didn't you call to tell me you were okay!? You had me really worried." He said. "Every word he told me he looked me dead in the eye except worried. He grabbed my hand and dragged me to his apartment. he sat me on the couch and sat next to me. "You were lying when you said you were 'worried' about me," I said. "I can really tell you care." I said sarcastically. He made eye contact with me. "June, I was more that worried, I was afraid for your safety, I thought you were dead." He said. I kissed him and this time he didn't pull back. I broke the kiss and said "Now what's the real reason ir won't work out between us?" He sighed. "Because were best friends.'' He said. "I'm tired of that answer." I said. "What am I supposed to say?!" "What you really feel." I said. He sighed. "Fine, just promise me this. You won't laugh." He said. "Why would I laugh?" I said. "Promise?" He asked. "I promise. Cut my wrists and hope to die promise." I said. "Because were best friends...... You mean the world to me. I want to be together. I-I'm just, I'm just..." He trailed off. "JUST WHAT!?" I said raising my voice. "I'm just afraid of loosing you!," He said. "Afraid of loosing you."