Rip me apart: a Jacob black love story 40

So Im going to remember what happened before I left, to fill you in,so were at the same pace.
I inched closer to the edge.
"I'm waiting,Shorty."He whispered behind me.
I flinched,sucked in a breath,and jumped.
It was amazing-the air rushed my face- and i felt completely featherlight. The water was freezing-very nice against my hot skin.I exhaled,and rushed towards the surface.I puled my hair away from my face.I looked up-and he was just about to jump. He dived-completely graceful-and landed right infront of me.Five minutes passed-and I started to worry.He was a werewolf and all...but still human,still able to drown.
"Jacob?"I called,worried."Jake?"I called,louder.
"Miss me,Shorty?"He called from behind me.I gasped, and turned.He was smiling.I exhaled,relieved.
"Damn,I didn't know you would worry if I was gone so long."
"Of course I would worry,stupid!What would I do without you?"I said,taking his hand.
"Die,"He said,smiling.
"Probably,"I said,but suddenly I was frowning,unable to stop the question before it was asked."What would you do...If I left?"I said,staring at our hands.
"I'd hunt you down,and kill whatever guy you were with.And then I'd chain you down to a tree,and keep you forever,as my lap dog."
"Haha,very funny.We both know I would never leave you for any other guy.I don't think I'd find someone as sexy as you are, babe."
"I know that.But you would you leave me,for Taylor."
"Maybe,If I weren't a werewolf."
"That is still not comforting."
"I'm a werewolf,"
"Mmmm,yes.A very...very...beatiful one."He said,kissing my hand.
"But thats not the situation I was talking about."
"What kind of situation,then?"He said,and his eyebrows caved in on eachother,curious.
"What if...I had to leave?To protect my family?Not for another guy.But if there was something I had to do-Life or death,for anyone of our family members-or for all of them?"I said,but I realized I was relating to closely to why I wanted to leave.
"Then I'd go with you.I want to be everywhere you are,beautiful."
I felt a tear roll down my cheek.
"Aww,shorty,are you crying?Did I...Did I say something?"
"No,you idiot." I said,hugging him,touched.
"I'm proud of you.That means you wouldn't leave me for someone else."
I let myself sink under the water for a minute,and come back up.
"That's....flattering.But not what I meant."
"Then,what do you mean?"He said,his forehead creasing,his eyebrows caving in again.
"What If Only one of us could go?What if It was..."I couldn't finish.
"Shorty,no.I would not let you go anywhere alone.There would be no possible way for you to get away from me now.Your mine,and I refuse to let you go."He said,smiling again."But why the question?"
"Well,I...It just came up, you know?No actual purpose behind it,"I said,trying to keep a straight face.
"Oh.In that case..."
"What?"I said, suddenly careful.
"Think Fast!"He said,and I was suddenly underwater.
I wanted to laugh-but I would have drowned.I tried to rise to the surface-but he started swimming towards the ocean.Minutes were passing-and I needed air,so i started kicking him to let me go-but he wouldn't.I had to inhale-my head was starting to hurt.I exhaled,like an idiot-and started choking as the water filled my lungs.I kicked until I couldn't feel my legs anymore,and i started to have blind spots in my vision.The idiot finaly decided to bring me back up-and he was smiling at me-until he noticed I was choking.
"Oh!"He said,trying to unchoke me."Why didn't you do anything?I didn't know-"
I wasn't able to speak-my vision was getting blurry-He started swimming me to shore.He laid me down on the sand-and started pressing my chest.I finally puked up a stream of water.
"IDIOT!"I yelled,my voice hoarse.
"Why didn't you kick me or anything?!"He said,looking worried.
"I did!"
"Well, I couldn't feel anything."
"Idiot,"
"Oh,I'm sorry,shorty.I didn't know you could only hold your breath for less than two minutes."
"I swear,couldn't you guess?I lived in arizona,not the beach!"
"Stop making me feel guilty,"He said,giving up.
I shook my head."At least you brought me up soon enough."
"See?I'm not such a total idiot."
I rolled my eyes."Your my idiot."
"Oh,Okay then.That's not as bad."He said,smiling.He kissed me then,and I sat up-to have a little more access to him.He pulled me onto his lap-and I don't know how long we were just sitting there-on a public beach-making out-but I was definetely going to miss this.
"Well,well.I didn't know I was trading you access to la push for my cousin." Sam?
I gasped,and pulled away.
"Well,Eli.I guess we all have confessions, don't we?"
"Go away,Sam."I said,pulling jacob's lips back to mine.But jacob was frozen-Frozen in anger.
"This is my beach.And I warned you before to stay away from him,Eli.Your going to get hurt.Again."
"I would never hurt her,Sam!You know that."Jacob said,standing,he was taller than sam by a lot.
"What is this,the...fourth time?"Sam said,taunting Jake.
"Shutup,Sam!I do whatever I want with my life!And If that means play with jacob-Then I'll do it."I said,with a brave face,standing next to jacob.
"Not as long as your my cousin."
"Well,then.Your just going to have to deal with it.I'm not afraid."
"I love the way you lie,Eli."
"I don't care what you say,sam.I'm going to be with jacob.I'm not scared to scream it outloud.I love him,Sam.Nothing you say will Change that."
"You see,Sam?She loves me.So go away,before someone gets hurt."
"Fine."He said,taking my hand,tugging me away from jacob.But jacob-being much stronger-pulled me to him,out of Sam's reach.I cuddled into his side.
"Are you turning on me,Eli?Whatever he promised you,he can't give you.The only one who can give you what you want is Taylor Lautner."
Jacob growled at the name.
"Not true!I want jacob-and Taylor can't give me that."
"Wanna bet?"He said,smiling.
"Damnit,Sam,I imprinted on him!Do I tell you to stay away from emily?"
"That's a different story,"He said,suddenly careful.
"Alright,sam.Tell me how it's different."
"I never hurt emily,"He said,and I smiled,diabolique.
"Mauled by a bear,Sam?"I said,pressing his buttons.
He growled."That was an accident!"
"Yeah,we all regret things.But this is my decision.And you'll have to accept it."
"You have 5 minutes to get off of La push-or I wont hesitate to make the pack attack."
"Oh,Sam.You are so naive."I said,and streched to kiss jacob,and we headed towards the forest.
"Do you really think he'll attack?"I asked,worried.
"I don't know.He's never been this serious."He said,taking hes shorts off-I turned,giving him his privacy-phasing.I didn't bother to phase-I just hopped on his back.I had to really hold on-because jacob really wanted to get out of here.He stopped in front of my house.
"I think were good here,"I said,hopping off,heading out of the forest.He was soon behind me.
"You okay?"He asked.
"Just perfect,"I said,turning to face him.
"Good.I thought that Sam would ruin the mood..."He said,behind me,wrapping his arms around me,kissing my cheek.
"Oh Jake.Your so..."
"Don't say it.This..."He stroked my cheek."Is your fault."
I kept walking,leaving him behind. I turned to face him.
"How?"I said,curious.
"By just being you...your so...attractive.You don't even have to try."
"Very funny,Jake.Can we please go inside now?"
"Got Plans,Shorty?"
I shook my head,and pulled the key from the eave,opening the door.I was expecting my dog-but Charlie probably had him at work.My stomach was growling at me-and there was nothing to eat.
"I'm hungryyyy,"I said childishly.
"Then cook."
"I'm lazyyyyyy,"I said,in the same tone.
"Then starve."He said,mocking me.
"I'd ask you to cook for me,but I really dont want you to burn the house down."
"Pssh.Not true.I can cook."He said,smiling.I stretched up and kissed him,but he pulled away.
"Prove it,"I said,kissing his cheek.
"Alright,Alright.I'll cook."He said,looking annoyed.
"Can I watch?"I said,biting my lip.
"No.give me thirty minutes."He said,and I frowned.
"Fine."I said,turning around,so I wasn't facing him.
"You are so stubborn."He said,throwing me over his shoulder,and then setting me on the couch in the living room."Now stay put." He said,heading back to the kitchen.I headed towards the shower-and changed into a pair of shorts and a black,long sleeve hollister t-shirt.I let my hair curl out today-being lazy enough not to do it.I straightened my bangs-of course,and dried my hair a little with a towel,so it wouldn't get so frizzy.I heard a knock on the door,and it was a little to early for charlie to be home.I headed down,trying to figure out who it would be,but jacob had already shut the door.
"Who was that?"I said,suspicious.
"The doctor."He said,quietly.
"Which one?"I challenged.
"Doctor Pizza-Delivery-guy."He said,turning around,a box of pizza in his hand.I ran to him,and he set the pizza on the table.
"Cheater!"I said,punching his chest.
"You said to cook.And technically,this is cooked, right?"He said,smiling.
"Well,yes,but-"
"Then I did not cheat.You never said I couldn't order."He said,grabbing the pizza,heading towards the living room.I followed,thinking with my stomach rather than mind.He sat on the couch,and patted his lap.I smiled,and sat on his lap without thinking.I reached for the box of pizza,and grabbed a slice. Before I could take my first bite-he reached down and took a large bite.I pushed him,smiling.
"Get your own,"I said,shoving the pizza down my throat,reaching for another.As we ate-he watched TV,and I watched him.
I was so lucky,and I was throwing it all away.
Would he still love me when I came back?
If I came back,that is?
AUTHOR's(Hehe,that's me, Yaneli) NOTE:The rewind doesn't end here-I will post the other half later,because it's kinda long :DAnd also,for Hate is a passionate emotion: a Taylor lautner love story, i had a nice,long,good part,but,my laptop was on low battery,my stupid ass forgot to save it,and,even though i plugged my laptop to the wall,i went to shower,and the power went out,and by the time i got out,my laptop was dead.so I'll rewrite. for my other Taylor Lautner one..Ive got the Ideas ready,except im a lil lazy.so please comment a lot to make me feel less lazyand you can have a treat from me for thanksgiving!Speaking of Thanksgiving...I hope you all have a happy thanksgiving and eat all the turkey you can for me cuz this year we are makin Tamales(10 super sparkle points if you know what that is :D) and also....Extra bonus time! Extra 10 super sparkle points if you can name the two songs I mentioned in this chapter...part...whatever! So happy thanksgiving to you all (Or if you dont celebrate,happy thursday,I dont judge) or,as my lil sis calls it, 'Turkey Day'.And also, Black friday...Who's going christmas shopping?(Or if you don't celebrate... Hanukkah, Kwanza, I dont judge) And again, sorry for being such a procrastinator...But Im a try to keep you girls happy(Or guys,I don't Judge :D)

Pshh this authors notes not over yet!Hint: the songs are by a rapper who's name is a very delicious chocolatey treat...that also has pretzels inside now. :D Also....haha 20 extra super sparkle points if your buying me something for christmas! (Or Hanukkah,or Kwanzaa,i dont judge :D)Oh! also, after Hate is a passionate emotion ends,I posted this a while ago,but I sort of prommised and emmett cullen love story.Any thoughts on that?Because Im sortta comin up blank.(Or empty, I don't judge :D