Silent Wispers

I stood there letting the cool wet surface touch then lightly slide from my body. I felt no reason to move from my spot. Everything was cold, lonely. IN a strange since painful/ My body still burning, and shivered at every touch of the cool wet surface. My eyes closed head back, arms down, body slumped. Almost like the depressed creature of the night. I saw no need to look happy, scary mean i found them all to be childish. I felt no need to even live, but yet i can still hear the faint smothered beats of my cold black heart, or was it just my mind telling me it was beating when really it had stopped weeks ago. I just chose not to believe in it. Why am I still here, why must i go throw all this pain, i should have bin laid to rest weeks before this time. Why do I still live! Why do you cause me to continue a life that's not even mine or real! I cursed to the skies, screaming, letting my voice echo off the mountains and trees witch surrounded me now my only friends, my only life. WHY! I screamed again, dropping to my knees, feeling the sharp torturous pain floor throw my body as the rocks below me sliced at my knees. Feeling the sticky, runny red fluid run from my body, i could feel tears beginning to appear in my eyes, yet since that day....the day I died. So did my ability to cry.
"Stupid world", I cursed under my breath as i forced my body up feet. I growled softly as i tried to stop the bleeding in my knees, who knew how much blood i really had left in my body, after all i was dead. As i forced my body forward, i felt the pain like electricity slicing throw a wire go throw each vain in my body.
My name was Alice, I was happy before now. I had someone to care for and love, friends that would die for me if it were needed and a place at the top of the high school food chain. MY life was almost perfect, my house was one you only find on tv shows, i had hoses and dogs, sheep and cows, any animal you wish to name I more then then likely had or could have but didn't want. I loved life, but never stopped to ponder just what would happen if my life were taken. MY life was cut short because of a bloodthirsty man. Till this day I don't know know his face but i will never discontinue my search for him. One day i will find him and he will pay for what he has done to me, i watch as my friends, family and most impotent Gaige, mourn for me. While all i am capable of is watching. This new life I was so quickly thrusted into is lonley, Almost sickening in a weird way.
I wanna take you back, back to the day this all began........