It's Impossible

I see him everyday
Standing there among his friends
And I'm envious of them.
He makes me laugh
Even when I know I'm about to cry
I can't help but smile
Just by looking at him.
He is so likeable
And no matter how hard I try
It's impossible not to like him back

Sometimes I wish I could go back
And force myself to have the courage
The courage to tell him that I love him
Because I never did.
And I regret that now
At least he would have known how I really felt
But it took me too long to sort out my feelings,
As always,
And by the time I did
It was too late.

And sometimes,
Sometimes I wish I hadn't chosen
Whom I've chosen
Because maybe I would be happier that way
Maybe I would be happier if I was single
Then I could stare and admire all day
Without feeling guilty about it
Why did I have to chose someone else?
I still love him.
But now I can't do a thing about it.