my story

just another day, weher ppl say 'fvck off' but i get that al the time, no one rlly loves me, besides for nick. i have nothing but negative things happen to me, but i no ppl have had worse, but who in the world on here has been raped by their cousen? anyway, ive had my heart broken way to many times to care bout love anymore, but to my current bf (nick) i would never give u up for anything. ever heard of BrittleFX? probably not, band up in lismore, rlly cool guys. wat bout my depression? no, cuz no one rlly no's wat ive been though. never rlly been happy, just hypo. never known the feeling happy. only have five close friends, who no most bout me, Caitlin, Kiarna, Poetry, Mikala and Tamica. Caitlin lives down here, Kiarna lives in lismore, Poetry and Mikala both live down the road, and Tamica is my second cousen. so yh. oh look now im saying way too much. ever heard of shiit like this? probably, but hey this is me and i hate it. the bf i had b4 nick, hey all of the bfs i had b4 nick (besides from Gene) all cheated on me. I dislike Matthew.R, Jason, Cody, Matthew.C, Josh and Luke. notice how i said 'i dislike' them, another one of my friends and i, we made up a meaning to it. so i dont use hate no more, wanna no, u aint gonna find out. ive never known rlly love, just lust. dont even think i want to no about it. i have heaps of bffl on here, just to name a few, Emily, Gemma, Taz, Alex, Annie (nicks sister). they are all rlly nice to me. well over to the guy on my list, they are cool too, but sometimes annoying. all of them. well yh. want me to write more just comment, i have no idea wat the fvck i just wrote something bout myself and yh. never gonna say another word to anyone after this.