I Love You (Christian Beadles Love Story) part 11

2 months l8ter.

Camilles pov
I woke up, got changed and went to my calendar. It read November 22, 2009. Today was Christians birthday! I was packed and ready to go down to Atlanta to surprise Christian on his birthday. I was taken to the airport at 2:30 am. My plane took off at 3 am and I arrived at Atlanta at 6 am but the time difference is different so it really was 9 am. Mr. beadles picked me up and we drove back to the house. Mr. Beadles said to say outside the front door and he went in.
Christian beadles pov
My birthday! Its so much fun to see my family. It’s a lil after 9 am and my mom said to go upstairs and get changed before breakfast and presents. I ran up stairs and put on (clothes pic). Then I walked downstairs and it was quiet. I looked around and I saw my mom, dad, and sister sitting there with some of her friends. Next to them was a HUGE box and I mean HUGE. Hi I said. they just smiled, then my mom cleared her throat and said “how about you open up this one first.” She was pointing to the HUGE one. I smiled and nodded. There was a big card and it read
wanting to wish you a happy 13th birthday Christian. Wish I was there to watch you open it but I know you will love it. If you turn around your dad is videotaping it so I can watch your reaction. Happy 13th birthday.
Love, love, love,
Camille
I turned around and sure enough my dad was recording it. I looked at the huge box and again and started to unwrap it. I was taking off the lid and I peeked inside. It had those peanut packaging stuff inside. That must meant that Camille flew it out here. I slid the lid all the way off and all of a sudden the huge box moved and the peanuts started to shake. I thought an earthquake was coming and then I realized that the box was the only thing shaking. Then a head popped up and a body came next. It wasn’t any face it was Camille’s. I smiled a huge smile. Camille?!?!?! No way!!!! You’re here!!! “yep” she said. She climbed out and the whole family was cracking up. I laughed with them. You scared me I told Camille.

Camille stayed with us for thanksgiving too. She and I had a great time. We talked laughed and had pulled pranks on my family. We didn’t have a big thanksgiving dinner like we usually do so it was just my family and Camille. On Thursday night Camille was packing in the guestroom which was next to mine. I peeked in and she was just finished packing. I smiled and wanted to walk in but just went inside my room instead. About an hour later, I came out to the family room, no one was there but I saw that there someone was outside on the back patio. I walked over and it was Camille. I smiled and opened the door. I walked over to her and stood next to her. “hey Camille.” I said smiling at her. She looked at me and smiled. Hey Christian!” “So what are ya up to?” “Just chillin’ outside, thinking, stuff like that” she whispered. “Ohh” I said. “and” she said “im leaving 2morrow.” She looked at me and my smile faded. “Oh yeah, huh. I forgot. I wish you could stay longer with me” I realized what I said and added “and my family. Caitlin would miss you.” I said while blushing. “Oh yeah, huh, she would totally miss me!” she said laughing. I laughed too. She looked at me and I looked at her, I started to lean in and so did she. I made my move and my lips touched her soft warm lips. It felt so good. It was like a 7 second kiss. We departed and she smiled at me. My first kiss. Camille. Kiss. Love. Her. Amazing. Then I said "wow!" She blushed, and I said "is..is that your um first kiss?” she looked up at me and nodded her head. I smiled me too. "Goodnight Christian," she got up and pecked me on the cheek and walked inside. I smiled looked up and I swear I thought the stars made a heart sign. I just had my fist kiss with the girl I loved!
Camilles pov
Friday!!man!! I said goodbye to the Beadles, hugged them and made sure I hugged Christian the longest. I got into the cab outside and it drove away. Wow, I thought. “I cant believe im leaving already!!” I wish I could see Christian soon. Maybe Christmas but that’s family time with them. They probably wouldn’t even want me then. Ugh. I already miss Christian.
Almost a month went by and none of the Beadles called yet to invite me to their Christmas party. Today I found out on the night before Christmas, my skateboarding park is throwing a party. I usually skip it but I need to keep my mind off of chris---him. Well, that also meant going with matt since we both go to the same school, he wouldn’t be able to bring any1 since I go there too. I still cant believe his GF just broke up with him though. Ha. He usually has a GF every other week though.
So, matt and I are going to the ball. Im thrilled that I will actually go this year. I just got my dress yesterday. (link) http://www.wetseal.com/catalog/product.jsp?categoryId=104&productId=38524&color=MAGENTA&altImageId=1 it’s a cute dress, not to fancy though. So finally the night of the dance came around and I got into my dress, curled my hair but soft curls not to much, light make up, my little heels and my black jacket. Matt came to pick me up and he was wearing a tux. Of course his mom brought us home and took tons of pictures. Finally, when she was done. She got her keys and said ‘lets go!’ we walked to car and got in. she drove away. When we arrived there was a small line of people waiting to take pictures. None of the guys had ever seen me with a dress on so we got out and walked to the guys they turned and one of em yelled “yo, matt this your new girlfriend? I thought you were bringing Camille?” me and matt cracked up. “hey, dumbo, its me!” he blushed and said “wow, no way! Guys, look at Camille!!!!” every guy turned and looked at me. hey I said. I ignored there stares and mouth hanging open.
Finally it was our turn to take the pic. We stood close. I linked my arm into his and smiled. Though it was a painful cuz I keep thinking of Christian. After the pic, we entered and dance, ate, drank some punch and had a blast!! Finally it was around 9 and matts mom was on her way. I said bye to all the guys and we walked out. We talked about how much fun that was. Then his mom showed up. I had a great night but little did I know one my best friends will stop talking to me.



I got home, there was mail in the trash, it was opened, it was addressed to me. from the beadles. I ripped out the letter and it read:
Dear Camille,
We want to invite you to a Christmas party on December 23 at 6 p.m. at the Beadles. Please R.S.V.P. A.S.A.P.
Thanks,
Beadles Family
That was tonight I thought. I checked when we received it and it said December 14, 2009. No , no, no I said. This cant be happening. Irene. Irene did this. No she cant shes been gone! Who did this. Not Carla the babysitter. Hmmm. Then who???





Few days later
Chris pov
Camille never responded to the Christmas party invite. Then I realized what if she doesn’t like me anymore. After I kissed her she said goodnight and left. Now she wont respond to a Christmas invitation. Man, what am I suppose to do now. “Christian!!!” yelled my mom. “yeah, mom!” I yelled back. “Caitlin is looking for you.” “Im in my room!” Caitlin walked in and looked at me. “merry christmas””thanks.””ya want to make a youtube vid saying merry Christmas to every1.” “sure, why not.” I grabbed my laptop and ran downstairs.
I went to my email and saw I had an email from matt. Wait, I don’t know a matt. Wait again, maybe it is camilles friend matt. I opened it up and there was a picture and a caption underneath it. The picture was what I thought was matt and Camille. Camille was wearing the most beautiful dress ever. She was close to this matt boy and I got anger. Her head was on his shoulder and there arms and fingers intertwined together. Under the picture it read:
looks like Camille picked her man. Back off. Shes mine. She never did like you and now she will call you and let you go slowly. GOOD BYE!
~Matt
I finished reading it and looked at the picture I went up to my room and cried. I went on twitter and wrote why is love so painful? Cant she just come, come to see me. im the best for her. In about 30 seconds I got so my replies saying what happened Christian, are you okay, im good enough for you, ily, who the hell did this to him? I wanna know NOW,
3 months later
Chris pov
I stopped talking to Camille, its to painful. She keeps on calling and texting me, even on twitter she asked what happened like 3 times a week. Like she didn’t know. I hit reply and said like you don’t know. You broke my heart. Goodbye Camille! i never got a reply from her. i checked her twitter and it looked like she got about 700 hate tweets about us. Then someone tweeted to her GO TO HELL. U WANNA BREAK PEOPLES HEARTS! FINE, GO AHEAD U BI+CH! Wow. My fans care for me. i felt bad for Camille but she deserved it, didn’t she?
Camilles pov
I kept texting and calling and iming and tweeting Christian but nothing. Finally today on feb. 22. He responded to me saying like you don’t know. You broke my heart. Goodbye Camille! I was confused. What did I do? Not go to his Christmas party. The worst part was that he said goodbye to me. does that mean that I wont see him again? I went on his youtube page and he made a video yesterday. I clicked on it and it said http://www.youtube.com/user/Christianbeadles#p/u/34/BdZngMgfybA. he doesnt have a girlfriend. That broke MY heart. I could be his but im not. I went back on twitter and someone wrote her GO TO HELL. U WANNA BREAK PEOPLES HEARTS! FINE, GO AHEAD U BI+CH! I started to cry. Me and matt stopped talking to each other. All the guys at the park stopped too. Wow! This is sad.


1 month later
Camille/Christian school--- don’t forget


Song…6 months
March 27, 2010. It has been exactly 6 months since I last talked to Christian face to face. It was a Friday, I called his school yesterday telling them what I was doing. It was now 3 am. I got up and got changed. Today I was going to christians school in Atlanta, GA. By the time I actually got to the airport people were running around tried to get on there plane. i found my plane and got on. Zeke and his family are in Atlanta, GA right now. Since me and zeke aren’t talking tyler, zekes older brother, is going to pick me up and drop me off. He has a band so the band learned some of my songs and we are going to sing to the 4th, 5th,6thand 7th graders at christians school. When my plane landed I saw tyler. I ran up and hugged him. “hey, tyler!” “hey kiddo.” We got in the car and drove to the school.
When we arrived at school, we had to hide from the students so they didn’t know what was up. All they knew was a girl was going to come and sing for them. It was lunch and I needed fresh air. I walked around and then I saw him. Christian was standing there with some friends laughing and joking around. I smiled and then my smile faded two girls walked up to him and I swear I knew they were flirting with him. Gosh! Girls could ne so stupid sometimes. I started walking towards them but tyler grabbed my waist. “Camille, don’t!!!” “but!” “no Camille, he will be surprised” “fine” I walked back to where we were going to perform. “10 mins people” I heard the band manger yell.

Christians pov
The bell rang, bye girls. They giggled and walked away. man, now we have to go watch some chick sing. I hope she’s hot just like selena gomaz. I meet selena earlier this month at justins birthday party. Camille was invited but she couldn’t go…stop thinking about Camille, Christian. Get a hold of yourself. She hurt me badly. I felt like she was watching me but that cant be possible shes in CA. I walked back to class. I turned around and I swear I thought I saw camilles brown hair. I shook my head. Naw, I just imaged it in my head. We were walking to where the girl was going to perform. Every grade had there own section. We had the far right. Me and my friends were on the top. The principle came over to the mic. “hello, everyone. So the first song she is going to dedicate to a guy in 7th grade.” That was my grade. “So let the show begin!!!” we clapped and the music started. Ladies and gentlemen Camille!!!! I was drinking water from my bottle and I started choking. My friend hit me on my back. “you okay, dude. I know the girl is hot.”I smiled if only he knew that that was the girl that I loved.
Camilles pov
As soon as the DJ said my name I ran out and started singing “don’t forget” it was about Christian. I started singing.
“did you forget? That I was even alive? Did you forget, everything we ever had?
Did you forget? Did you forget, about me?
did you regret? Did you regret ever standing by my side?
Did you forget? Did you forget, we were feelings inside that no one left, to forget about us? I went all around the stage to the 4th and 5th graders side tho.
But somewhere we went wrong! We were once so strong! Our love is like a song, u cant forget it! So now I guess this is were we have to stand, did you regret ever holding my hand ever holding my hand ever again? Please don’t forget. Don’t forget.
We had it all. We were just about to fall even more in love that we were before. I won t forget. I wont forget, about us. I walked up the stairs to the 7th grade side
But somewhere we went wrong. We were once so strong, our love was like a song. You cant forget it. somewhere we went wrong. we were once so strong. Our love is like a song. You cant forget, it.
But somewhere we went wrong. we were once so strong. Our love is like a song. You cant forget it at all______.
And at last all the pictures have been burnt. All the past is just a lesson that we learned I wont forget. Please don’t forget about us_____. I walked to the very row and walked behind Christian and his friend. His friend looked at me I smiled and he smiled back. I knelt down so I was shoulder to shoulder with both guys. I saw out of the corner of my eye that Christian had this crazy look on his face. I kept singing.
I looked at Christian Somewhere we went wrong, our love is like a song,/I turned my head and looked at his friend/ but you wont sing along, I looked back at christianyou forgotten about us_____. Don’t forget.” I kept staring at Christian I got up and said “that was dedicated to these two guys right here” and pointed to Christian and his friend. I winked to them and ran down the steps.
Then the music came on and I sang should’ve tried harder, homecoming, kissing u, tell me why, forever and always, then 6 months, I was about to start 6 months and decided that I needed to dedicate this to him. “hey, every1 before I start this slow song I need someone to sing this too.” The crowd went crazy, most of boys were stomping their feet. That’s when I saw Christian looking at me. I winked at him. His expression changed from somewhat happy to angry. What did I do. Then I realized maybe we weren’t meant to be. I looked around every1 was stomping their feet enjoying me singing. My eyes went back to Christian, he didn’t seem to happy. That’s it, love tore us apart, we can never be. I was there for Christian, every1 was having fun but the guy I loved. A tear rolled down my check. Some saw it, some didn’t. Christian did. The guys in the band noticed something was wrong and stopped playing. “im sorry. Two words. Sometimes it means a lot but in other times, they mean nothing. I lost a very dear friend to me in December. No he didn’t die, he—he just stopped talking to me. do I know why? No. this is a very personal song. Its called 6 months. Its about my friend. He inspired me. he is very dear to me. he might not feel the same way as I feel about him. He didn’t say a formal goodbye. You know how he said goodbye! Through twitter. He said goodbye. He tweeted why is love so painful? Cant she just come, come to see me. im the best for her. I responded by asking what happened? His exact words were like you don’t know. You broke my heart. Goodbye Camille! I never responded. I have never played this song to any1, not even the band. Not to my dearest friends. No one has heard me play this song. That’s why I will be singing it on my guitar. I sat on the stool and someone gave me my guitar. I started to play it.


hope u liked it. these song dont belong to me. u can find them on itunes but on the nxt one i post all the lyrics to all the songs. maybe nxt week???
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