how my life have been since i was a baby

after kindergarden i went to primary school with my boyfriend David. (ok my friend say that no one can have a boyfriend wen they are 0-7 years old and i was and i was 6 when i start in school, so boyfriend or just friends i don´t know, i saying that he was my boyfriend anyway)
everything it started good because some of my old friends from kindergarden started in that school too, but my best friend Agnes didn´t she was one years younger than me so she stayed at kindergarden, so the only thing i could do was to get new friend. that was not easy because when i got 8 i didn´t have any friend at all. They said no to be my friend because they thought i was different, because i was shorter than everyone else. I had friends but they
didn´t go in the same school as me, and all my friends i had was one years younger than me. so the only friend i had in school was David. every day i tried to get friend but they only laughed at me, like i was stupid and didn´t deserve to have any friends. And the boys in my school were hurting me.
One boy name is Alfons said to me everyday in two month that he was going to take a knife with him to school and kill me, one was yelling in the class rom "everyone that hate Therese clap your hands" (they did much more things but it takes to long time to wrote everything down)
Alfons threatened me in many ways.
And how more the time passed i understood that David was not a good boyfriend or a good friend, all those people that was doing me hurt was David´s best friends, he didn´t told them to stop hurting me, He just stood there and watched when they were beating me. and now i ask my self every day Therese why didn´t you broke up with him. But after some weeks he were broke up with me. and after that he didn´t want to be my friend. some years after my school doctor got worried because i didn´t grew anything, he sent me to the hospital and they took some blood tests and it showed that my body did not produce any growth hormone, and they gave a syringes that gave me growth hormone andand I would take the syringe in my leg everyday until I don´t grow anything more. then something strange happened at school, everyone that said that i was different and didn´t want to be my friend before, start to talk with me and let me be with them in school, but sometimes it was like they pushed me out, like they still thought that i was different and didn´t want to be my friend, when that happened i was alone. And now i understand why, they didn´t think that i was ok, they were pretended that i were there friend, some of them were changed my appearance, and that make me thought that i was ugly, now i saying to myself everyday that i am fat and ugly, but at the same time i am telling myself that I am beautiful and should not let others to ruin my life, but they did and it made me not concentrate in school and that ended with that I had to repeat a year. and I am glad because i got in the same class that my old friends and i got two new friends, and they are Jelica and Rebecca. we became best friends and i was felling I was felling good in that class until the first half was over, because then everyone start to know me and then they start to make fun of me. and Jelica emailed that we were not were friends anymore. and the boys were give me stupid nicknames.
And then i started in High school
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