Under Age & Our Of Control (31)

"The past is the past. No one can change that." I continued. He looked at the ground. I had to make him forget about leaving next Sunday. I had to cheer him up. Then I heard Moni giggling. Me and Damion looked up. "You have got to do that! That was so fun!" She said with a wide smile. "I don't have a thing for risking my life. I have enough injuries as it is." I said. "Why don't we go on the Farris Wheel?" I asked. "Ok! Let's go!" Monica said. "Your a little hyper. Do you know that?" I asked jokingly. "Yes I do!" She exclaimed. "Let's go!" She said taking Reid's hand and pulling him towards the Farris Wheel. "Well, I guess we're going to get stuck on the Farris Wheel with a very hyper Moni." I said jokingly. Damion snickered. "She is hyper isn't she?" He asked fighting a laugh. "Yeah. Let's go. She's gonna drive poor Reid crazy. But then again, their both already crazy." I joked.
Monica calmed down a lot when we got on the Farris Wheel. I couldn't help but huddle up to Damion until we got up pretty high then I looked over the edge. Everyone looked like dots. I sat back down. My stomach was turning. "I wish I hadn't done that." I said. "Why?" Damion laughed. "Because I might get sick." I said. "Give me fair warning before you do so I can jump!" Moni said. I laughed. "Alright. I give warning first." I said. They stopped the Farris wheel where we were at the very top. I looked over the edge again. "I want down! I'm hundreds of feet in the air! If this thing falls I'm gonna die! Let me down now!" I said. "Baby, your kinda stuck here for a minute." Damion said. "Oh crap!" I said. I wrapped my arms around him and buried my head in his chest. That safe feeling poured over me again. I was scared of heights and this didn't help any. My muscles were tense and I was scared. I knew the thing was fixing to fall with us. "Calm down. Nothing is going to happen." Damion said. I knew he was right so I loosened up a little but kept my arms around him. "I'm not going to let anything happen to you." He said. Then the Farris wheel starting moving again. The thing we were sitting in started rocking a little bit. I once again clutched to Damion. I felt safer when he held me in his arms.
We walked through the fair grounds. Damion and Reid found a dart game to play. They were going to compete against each other. "Are you sure this is safe? I've never seen you play darts before Damion." I said. "Don't worry. I can get it." He smiled. Me and Moni stood off to the side. "Here we go." I said as the man laid the darts in front of Reid and Damion. They through the darts at the same time. Reid's bounced off of the balloon and hit the ground.
They through a few more. Damion was laughing because Reid had only hit five balloons out of fifteen which Damion had got sixteen. Reid through another one and it stuck in the ceiling of the stand when it bounced off of the balloon. "Aw man! You suck at this!" Damion laughed jokingly. Reid laughed. He knew Damion was joking. We laughed. Reid and Damion picked out their prizes. Reid got a frog with funny looking eyes and Damion got a giant pink bunny. They handed them to us. "This is for you girls." Damion said. "Even if you did make fun of us." Reid said. We smiled. "Awww." Me and Monica said together. "We're so lucky!" I said. "We know. You'll never find anyone like us." Damion smiled. "What am I supposed to do with this giant rabbit until we start to leave?" I asked Damion. "I don't know. Come on and we'll go put it on the car." Damion said.
We walked through the fair and found basically nothing else to do so we decided to go home. Monica's hyper- high had wore off and she was finally tired.
On the ride home, me mind drifted back to the week I spent in hell when Paige had kidnapped me.
I couldn't hold me head up I was so weak and tired. Every bone in my body hurt. My skin was on fire. I could feel the dried blood on my skin. I didn't know where B.J was.
I felt someone put they're hand under my jawline. What's your boyfriend's name? They asked. I knew it was B.J. D- Damion. I stuttered. Smith. His- his name is Damion Smith. I said. What does he look like? I'm going to find him and get you out of here but you have to be quiet. He said. He... has black hair.... And a lip ring.... And he w- wears eyeliner. J- just a-ask an- anyone. They know him. I answered the best I could. T- tell him... when you see him... I love him. I continued. Here. Just lay down. You need some sleep. He said. I laid down very easily. The cool cement floor cooled my burning skin. Don't worry. You'll be out of here soon. He said. If he said anything else I didn't know because I fell asleep I was so exhausted.
Cold chills ran down my spine when I woke up from the flashback. I looked around to make sure I had just remembered the awful memory or if I was still there but thankfully I realized it was over.
I looked over at Damion who was driving. His focus on the road but his mind somewhere else. I shifted my weight and laid my head on his shoulder. He rested his head slightly against mine. I was just a little bit cold.
~The Next Saturday Night~
Me and Damion was sitting in my room listening to the radio. I had the radio turned down where it was quietly playing. I had my head on his chest and he had his arms around me. I was drifting in and out of sleep. "Its getting late. I should head home." He said. "Can you stay here tonight? Before you leave?" I asked. "Yeah. I don't want to leave. Ever but yeah. I'll stay tonight before I leave in the morning." He said. "Good. I need you here with me." I said. I leaned over him and started kissing him. He got up and walked towards the door. "Where are you going?" I asked. He didn't answer. He locked the door and walked back over. Me and him both knew how my mother was about coming in my room unannounced. Even though my parents were asleep, he locked the door so maybe we wouldn't get disturbed. He walked back over to the bed and laid down on his side but propped on his elbow and started kissing me. "I'm. Going. To. Miss. You. So much." I said in between our kisses. "You don't know how much I want to stay." He said. "You don't know how bad I want you to." I replied. "No matter how far we are apart. I'll always be right here." He said placing his hand over my heart. Then he started kissing me again. I thought about him leaving tomorrow and tears rolled down my face.
~The Next Morning~
I woke up. Again, Damion's arms around me. The sun was starting to rise and my room was orange from its glow. I didn't want to move because one: I was comfortable. Two: I knew Damion was still asleep and I didn't want to wake him up. And three: I was trying to forget he left today.
He had my hand in his but I knew he was asleep from his soft snore. I kissed his hand and easily got up. I was careful not to wake him up. I looked at him when I got up. He looked so peaceful laying there. My heart melted when I looked at him.
I was in the shower. I had the radio on and I was standing under the warm water. My thoughts were racing from one thing to another. I knew my parents were still asleep because I didn't hear them talking nor had I heard the bedroom door open or close.
I was in a day dream when someone put their arms around me. "Oh my God!" I nearly yelled. Damion was laughing. "Dammit, Damion! What are you doing?" I asked. I had the shower curtain pulled up over me and turned around. He still had his pajamas on. He was snickering. "I was bored and you take forever." He said. His clothes were soaked from standing in the shower. "I ought to kill you! But if my mom catches us, she will! Go before they wake up!" I said. He smiled then leaned in and kissed me. The shower was still running. I smiled and pulled away. "Go. If she catches you in here this won't end well." I said.