Songs for Nick

Guess it's really too bad
Guess it's really my fault
Six months of beautiful
For eternal months of hurt
Never thought I'd
See the day
Did I deserve it somehow?
I know it hurt you to say goodbye

I wasn't ready for the end
I didn't want to see you go
Never wanted to leave
But the choice wasn't my own
Just know I meant everything I said
And I still love you the same
And my promises won't fade

They always say the heart grows
fonder when apart
You took a trip down south
And the my Nick
Never came back
So go ahead and
Drink away the tears
Get fun from some stranger
Watch as I fade

I wasn't ready for the end
I didn't want to see you go
Never wanted to leave
But the choice wasn't my own
Just know I meant everything I said
And I still love you the same
And my promises won't fade

So I'll watch you hold her
Like I used to watch you sleep
I'll feel my tears run
Like I used to feel you breathe
I'll stand in the back
When I used to be your star

I wasn't ready for the end
I didn't want to see you go
Never wanted to leave
But the choice wasn't my own
Just know I meant everything I said
And I still love you the same
And my promises won't fade