Angel by day, but at night......

People say they would give anything to have a life like mine. They say that my life is perfect. I have both my parents, i actually get along with my siblings. A normal life. Thats not what its like at all.
I dont have both my parents. My father left when i was young, and now sends me random presents, thinking it makes up for him leaving. My mother got married to another man and his children came to live with us.
I dont really get along with my siblings, i just make it look that way in front of others. I dont hate them, but im not too fond of them either.
My life, is not normal, at least, not the way i see it. I live in the least sunniest town in Canada. Look it up. Put down cloudiest city in Canada. Pick the third one. Go right to the bottom. Yeah, Prince Rupert.
I giggled as i walked to school with my best friend, Prue. She looked at me. "Whats with you?" "Oh, just thinking about the Twilight books. How come the Cullens went to Forks instead of here." "You're weird."
We entered the school, i forced a smile on my face. "Oh, like you're any different." "Thats not true!" I raised my eyebrow as we walked past Gillian and i waved as she left the other way. "Ok, i admit it."
She went to her locker, and i went to mine at the end of the hall. I opened my locker and stuffed my bag in there. Then went to my other friends, sitting close to my locker. I took Kens unopened yogurt and opened it and took a bite of it. "Hey guys, whats up?" "I was going to eat that!"
Everyone laughed, i shrugged. "Go get another. Theres millions at the breakfast club." It wasnt really a club so much as the school giving us free food. I kept that fake smile on all day. Although I've gotten so good at making it, that no one sees otherwise.
Just a happy girl in a perfect world. When we walked home, we discussed report cards. "Im going to fail." "No, your not Prue. You're going to be on the honour role, jsut like last term." "Yeah, you will too." I nodded as we went our seperate ways.
"Hey mom. Wheres everyone else?" I said as i entered the house. "The kids are at the park and dads at work." I nodded and hung up my coat. I sat on the couch and read while the others eventually came back. Then it was time to make dinner.
After it was made, we sat down together. I sat quietly and ate. "So, are report cards coming soon?" I nodded. "I bet you'll be getting straight As." I shielded the sadness from my blank look as we sat eating. After it was time for homework, i sighed and sat staring at it. I didnt do much, so i left it for the next day and went to sit on the couch and watch them play my games.
I had no choice in the matter, never did. If i said no, i would be guilted into it by my sister crying to mom how i wasnt being fair. Or mom would just give them permission to play it, without seeing if i wanted to play my own game first.
"Selene, can i play your DSI?" "Selene, can i play your Halo game?" "Selene, can i play your Mario Galaxy 2?"
The questions frustrated me, so i looked at them blankly and said yes. I had given up fighting. Mom made it clear that no matter what i did, i would lose. "Selene! Selene? Helloooo." I looked up at my younger sister, Chastity. "What is it?" "I want to play your Pokepark." I nodded and she snatched the remote from beside me.
I sighed and went downstairs. "Where are you going?" "To my room. Am i not allowed there either?" "No, you can go." I sighed and went to the basement. My room, the cave, there was no way around that the place was a mess. /Not unlike my mind.
In that jumbled mess, no one would know what i was truely like./ I lied on my bed and looked at fan spinning. I have all these hidden talents and dreams. I would tell someone, but mom has made me learn that no one cares. I sighed and got up to search for food upstairs. Even though we just had dinner, i was still hungry.
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Ok, im sorry, but this is too much sadness for me and it took weeks to even make this part so, later. Ending with a short chapter kills me as much as doing it in third person would have.