"I can write my whole life on one page.."
This is a story, I figured, instead of giving you a boring account of my life, I'd write something else to cease my boredom. Sorta my story, sorta not... and names have been changed, for parts of it that are mine.
"I can write my whole life on one page...." Liyda sighed, closing her book. What was the point in reading? She's just going to get lost in her own world again, so why even try to not do so?
"Then prove it." came the other side of her mind, "Write your life on one page, and if you can, then you can die. I won't hold you back anymore." The eternal fight inside the girl, one side keeping her from death, but growing weak... the other pushing for death, and growing stronger everyday...
"You know she can do it, you're just tired of living too." "No, she has use in this world yet, it's only a page, anyone can make their life longer... Really, this is her choice, she can make it short, or long... and that will decide.." "So why not let her decide herself?" "Because this will show the girl why she is important"
Fighting inside her mind, yet again. It's like she had three different personalitys... a sucidal one, that was slowly consuming her... The one that was trying to show her the way, keeping emotion's away, blocking negative thoughts, that was slowly dying, and herself.. which hardly surfaced anymore.
She began to shake as the fight started again, but grabbed a sheet of paper, and a pencil, and began writing...
"November 26, 1997. I was born, completing my family, my mom, my dad, my sister, and I. Immediatly thereafter, no one even acted like I was alive. No one ever cared about me... besides for every weekend, when Allan came over, we played all sorts of games, and my sister finally noticed I was there. But, my sister lost Blake's phone number, cutting off the little bit of attention I did get."
"A fourth of the page," She thought, "And I'm already on year six, she continued. "I was always in my pool after that, or outside, remembering, my mind became warped, and twisted, and everyone was seen as an enemy." She smiled, those were the days when she could get by on her own.
"And then, I was so happy, nothing could make me sad, because I'd been used to being ignored, hated, or frowned upon... I studied astronomy, and fossils to pass the time, I found the future ahead in astronomy, and the past buried in the earth in palentology to be extremly interesting. Around age three is the first age I wanted to be a scientest, so I brought book after book on those subjects, and retain much of that knowledge today."
She stopped writing, the suicidal part of her had quieted, and was locked away for now, she smiled for the first time in hours, and closed her notebook, tossed it under her bed, and pulled out the controller. "Time to get Kojiro Sasaki to level 75!" She laughed, enjoying the rare moment of happieness..
Until she heard a knock on the door.
"Then prove it." came the other side of her mind, "Write your life on one page, and if you can, then you can die. I won't hold you back anymore." The eternal fight inside the girl, one side keeping her from death, but growing weak... the other pushing for death, and growing stronger everyday...
"You know she can do it, you're just tired of living too." "No, she has use in this world yet, it's only a page, anyone can make their life longer... Really, this is her choice, she can make it short, or long... and that will decide.." "So why not let her decide herself?" "Because this will show the girl why she is important"
Fighting inside her mind, yet again. It's like she had three different personalitys... a sucidal one, that was slowly consuming her... The one that was trying to show her the way, keeping emotion's away, blocking negative thoughts, that was slowly dying, and herself.. which hardly surfaced anymore.
She began to shake as the fight started again, but grabbed a sheet of paper, and a pencil, and began writing...
"November 26, 1997. I was born, completing my family, my mom, my dad, my sister, and I. Immediatly thereafter, no one even acted like I was alive. No one ever cared about me... besides for every weekend, when Allan came over, we played all sorts of games, and my sister finally noticed I was there. But, my sister lost Blake's phone number, cutting off the little bit of attention I did get."
"A fourth of the page," She thought, "And I'm already on year six, she continued. "I was always in my pool after that, or outside, remembering, my mind became warped, and twisted, and everyone was seen as an enemy." She smiled, those were the days when she could get by on her own.
"And then, I was so happy, nothing could make me sad, because I'd been used to being ignored, hated, or frowned upon... I studied astronomy, and fossils to pass the time, I found the future ahead in astronomy, and the past buried in the earth in palentology to be extremly interesting. Around age three is the first age I wanted to be a scientest, so I brought book after book on those subjects, and retain much of that knowledge today."
She stopped writing, the suicidal part of her had quieted, and was locked away for now, she smiled for the first time in hours, and closed her notebook, tossed it under her bed, and pulled out the controller. "Time to get Kojiro Sasaki to level 75!" She laughed, enjoying the rare moment of happieness..
Until she heard a knock on the door.
7 Comments
This is great cant wait till chapter two
Extremely Interesting.
ooooo, what happens next i wonder
intruiging (I think I spelt that right)
its intriguing... u were close though.. btw good story
good story to the person that wrote it
This is far overdue, but thank you.