Back To December - (George Weasley)

'God why did I do that?!' I yelled at myself, 'Why did I cheat on Emily with that slutty Slytherin?' at this point I'm just asking myself questions I already know the answer to.

Let me start from the beginning...

Four days ago was me and Emily's three month anniversary. She took me to the common room and we sat down on the couch. She looked me in the eyes and said she loved me. I felt sick. "L-Love?" I stuttered in disbelief. She grinned and nodded. I just forced a grin. I didn't know what to say. I finally found my voice and excused myself to bed. As I was walking up the stairs, I looked back at Emily. She just sat there looking like a confused and helpless child. I felt myself going pale as I entered my room. I fell back on the bed, let out a quavering sigh, and let sleep take over my body.
The next day I avoided Emily. This was getting serious way too fast. I no they were only empty words. But empty words that scared the shit out of me. I couldn't take it anymore; I needed to get out--get away from everything. I ran over to the Slytherin table and grabbed Brittany (a slut that flirted with me every chance she got--even though she knew I was with Emily. Let's just say she's not even close to being a virgin). I dragged her by he wrist down the hall. I looked back at her and she had a devilish grin. I passed by what seemed like an empty wall three times and the Room of Requirement appeared. When we walked in there was a big bed and such. Well when I turned around she pushed me on the bed and kissed me full on the mouth. She then undid my belt....
You get where I'm going with this right?
Well when we were *Cough* done... *Cough* I walked around the grounds for a few hours thinking about what just happened. I don't know why I was though. It was bloody cold, considering it was Christmas break. Anyway, I guess I just did it to tell myself I wasn't in love.
Well after about three hours I couldn't take the cold anymore and went back inside. As I walked up to the common room I couldn't help feel like everyone was staring at me. But I shook off the feeling. I muttered the password and walked inside the warm, welcoming common room.
"HOW COULD YOU?!" Emily screamed in my face, teary eyed.
"wha-?" I mumbled.
"Brittany." Emily choked out
I didn't respond. I couldn't respond. I didn't know what to say. So I just stood there staring at her, guilt all over my face. She burst out crying and ran out he door. My eyes lingered at the door for a moment before turning my gaze at the crowd staring at me. My eyes swept over some of my friends. Fred, Lee Jordan, Harry, Angelina, Ron, Hermione, Ginny. They were all looking at me like I was a complete stranger.
I ran up to my room and slammed the door. I kicked the wall (hard, mind you) before flopping down on my bed. I screamed as loud as I could in my pillow; I might have been acting like a spoiled kid but I didn't care. I then started thinking about Emily. Her infectious laugh, her soft lips on mine, how she was a foot shorter than me and we would always have to sit down to kiss (it was pretty funny if you saw it). She was truly perfect. An involuntary tear slid down my face. She was too great of a girl for anything bad to happen to her. Too late now.
'Oh my God. I love her.' I said on my head but gasped out loud. I loved her! I had to make this right again. 'I would beg her to take me back forever until she would. I'll prove to her that I'm truly sorry. I'll tell her I love her, in...in...fireworks! Yes!' I made crazy plans and promises in my head. I looked at my watch and saw that it has been almost an hour after she ran out. I pulled on my jacket and ran out of my room and straight out the common room. I couldn't face anyone now. I passed Brittany (who tried to stop me), hand on hip and smirking, I kept running but turned around and flipped her off. I usually don't do that but the look on her face was very satisfying.
I slowed to a jog as I saw Emily sobbing under a large weeping willow. 'Weeping' Willow. How ironic. 'STOP! This is no time for jokes!' I yelled at myself in my head. I started walking over but stopped dead when I saw that there was someone with her--Fred. I watched from a distance as he comforted her. He put his arm around her as she cried in her hands. He kissed her on the top of her head and she proceeded to cry into his shoulder. He wrapped her in a big hug and she did the same to him. I saw her shaking with tears. Or maybe she was just cold...
Fred looked up and saw me standing in the distance. He gave me a glare that was filled with sadness, guilt, anger, pity, and...love? Hmm... Fred tightened his grip on Emily and looked back down. I stifled a sob and lingered on Emily once more before walking back to the castle.

And this is where I am now. Stripping myself of my wet jacket and scarf, sitting against a wall in an empty corridor. 'God why did I do that?!' I yelled at myself, 'Why did I cheat on Emily with that slutty Slytherin?' at this point I'm just asking myself questions I already know the answer to. All she did was love me and I repay her by doing that?! What kind of a person am I....? I was going to make this right. I was going to fix this. I didn't know how, or when, but I was. Even if it takes me forever. I love Emily. And I hope she still loved me. But I couldn't see why she would after I did that to her.

But one could hope...