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HAVE TO keep fighting i CANT stop i WANT to KEEP fighting..for my big sister
by ImaCookieMonster
HAVE TO keep fighting i CANT stop i WANT to KEEP fighting..for my big sister
by ImaCookieMonster
Chapter 1
Whatever came to my fvcking insane mind..whatevers let of it anyways
If one morning I was gone, would you come looking?
If you never meet me, would you be the same person?
If I died tomorrow...Would you care?l oving someone takes time..
heart break takes a second, making friends is great..
losing the one i love is when its time for my death..
i was told to follow my heart, now look at me, I'm heartbroken,
depressed, and I'm so lost, i don't know what is what anymore.
Sometimes when I'm at my quietest-
I'm really screaming inside. and only one person can help me,
but if she commites suicied i will to..or mabie not becouse
if she dies i deserve to suffer, for i could of stoped her.
When i do right, nobody remembers. When i do wrong,
nobody forgets The truth is everyone is gonna hurt you at some
point in your life... But you just have to decide who is worth all your pain.
The smile you see is fake, the laugh you hear isn't real, the
voice you hear is so close to cracking, yet if you ever looked
into my eyes, you would know why.
If you don't judge a book by its cover.
Then don't judge a person by their scars.
I wish for once- just once!- someone will see that
I'm hurting and not leave me alone until they know
they've helped me through it...but no..they dont
want to for a insane ugly girl i am.
What happens when who you thought was your
best friend, leaves? When the person who was
always there, stops caring? When you are
totally lost, & nobody's there?
What would you do if it was ME who'd died tonight?
What would you do if it was ME saw the light?
What would you do if it was ME gave up the fight?
Dont give up the fight..Just dont....
the smile you see on my face everyday is fake, you
may wonder how i can fake it so well, just know that
i have been practicing for a long time
when i am with my only friend. then and ONLY then..its real.
i wonder how much more we have to go thru before things will finally change..
If you never meet me, would you be the same person?
If I died tomorrow...Would you care?l oving someone takes time..
heart break takes a second, making friends is great..
losing the one i love is when its time for my death..
i was told to follow my heart, now look at me, I'm heartbroken,
depressed, and I'm so lost, i don't know what is what anymore.
Sometimes when I'm at my quietest-
I'm really screaming inside. and only one person can help me,
but if she commites suicied i will to..or mabie not becouse
if she dies i deserve to suffer, for i could of stoped her.
When i do right, nobody remembers. When i do wrong,
nobody forgets The truth is everyone is gonna hurt you at some
point in your life... But you just have to decide who is worth all your pain.
The smile you see is fake, the laugh you hear isn't real, the
voice you hear is so close to cracking, yet if you ever looked
into my eyes, you would know why.
If you don't judge a book by its cover.
Then don't judge a person by their scars.
I wish for once- just once!- someone will see that
I'm hurting and not leave me alone until they know
they've helped me through it...but no..they dont
want to for a insane ugly girl i am.
What happens when who you thought was your
best friend, leaves? When the person who was
always there, stops caring? When you are
totally lost, & nobody's there?
What would you do if it was ME who'd died tonight?
What would you do if it was ME saw the light?
What would you do if it was ME gave up the fight?
Dont give up the fight..Just dont....
the smile you see on my face everyday is fake, you
may wonder how i can fake it so well, just know that
i have been practicing for a long time
when i am with my only friend. then and ONLY then..its real.
i wonder how much more we have to go thru before things will finally change..



3 Comments
You know I love you more than anything right? You're my only family, little sis, I hate how this is...
Yeah Are you on chat? i need to talk to you. Does this upset you?? i know i dont know. I need to talk to you. Be happy right now sis..
Hah... Everything upsets me... I'll get on I guess.