Return to my dimise

It was a Saturday I was sitting on the bench were I always sat at. It was a typical day , a lonely day but it was more of a night then a day sitting and sitting puzzling about what I’m going to do next how my life might have went if I stayed in Konaha … what I’m I going to do he’s killed the whole clan for power NO I will not believe it he has plenty of power he betrayed them all without hesitation impossible he he he…… a traitor my Itachi a traitor like him…….. highly impossible he was as loyal more then any uchiha but maybe maybe he wasn’t as loyal to the clan as I thought maybe he was no….. would they no Konaha was loyal to the clan but the clan was striding from the power of Konaha we wanted to secede from the tainted minds. we wanted war we want to be our own but they wanted control dominance of us like beaten dogs which wont work this is the worst. If I known now what I new then this might have not happen I was weak to think he loved them loved me and that was the first mistake I made the next would be where I’m sitting I don’t need to be thinking like this I need to wipe my memory then I was disturbed by a dark man that sat by me “child what is wrong” he said with such distraction to my train of thought…”what’s wrong I’m with out anyone on my side everyone in the world is against me and the one person I thought….. was on my side committed murder “ I began to cry like a young little girl she once strong but I let the tears from past stay they all never came down before but here I am crying unable to stop the tears from falling I was lost I lost I was beaten with weakness …..