Broken-Hearted
okay, so most of you guys have noticed lately that i've been really sad and wanna know why. at first i didn't wanna talk about it, but...the more i thought about it, the more i figured i could either use help or just a big hug. so this whole thing is gonna explain why i've been upset.
well, i was encouraging Trev to ask Juli out when he told me he liked her, and i was saying how if he didn't, he'd be forever kicking himself about it, so he should just tell her how he feels and get it over with. afterwards, i decided to follow my own advice.
see, there's this guy i've known since second grade and we've always been really close...and ever since i met him, i've liked him but was too scared to tell him. so after i sent Trev a message, i called the guy i like and-before i could chicken out-i told him how i had always liked him, and i wanted us to be more than friends.
this is where the sucky part comes in...he kept silent for about a full minute before i burst out with, "say something! anything, i can't stand your silence." and he burst out laughing. when he finally quit the laughing, he said, "yeah-right! as if that would ever happen." i felt the tears pooling in my eyes and a sob building in my chest, so i hung up without another word. he's been avoiding me at school and if he bothers acknowledging my existence, it's just with open scorn.
and now, not only have i had another scar added to my mangled heart, i lost one of the best friendships i ever had.
tear tear, fighting a sob. see why i'm unhappy now?
see, there's this guy i've known since second grade and we've always been really close...and ever since i met him, i've liked him but was too scared to tell him. so after i sent Trev a message, i called the guy i like and-before i could chicken out-i told him how i had always liked him, and i wanted us to be more than friends.
this is where the sucky part comes in...he kept silent for about a full minute before i burst out with, "say something! anything, i can't stand your silence." and he burst out laughing. when he finally quit the laughing, he said, "yeah-right! as if that would ever happen." i felt the tears pooling in my eyes and a sob building in my chest, so i hung up without another word. he's been avoiding me at school and if he bothers acknowledging my existence, it's just with open scorn.
and now, not only have i had another scar added to my mangled heart, i lost one of the best friendships i ever had.
tear tear, fighting a sob. see why i'm unhappy now?
35 Comments
I'm so sorry! :'(
now do you see why i been so upset?
i'm sooooo sorry!!!
Oh my God! That's horrible!
thats bad happened 2 me 3 times
So sorry... We are here for you, though!
thanks guys...you're the only thing that gets me through my fVucked-up life when i wanna quit...idk what i'd do without you...
Ah crap, poor you! Hugs you. You know I feel bad, cuz I rarely hug people...
Im soooooooo sorry!!!!!!! I feel sooo bad! :(
oh!!!i feel sorry for you..............:(......../Hugs You/
you guys shouldn't feel bad, you're what helped me through it...all i could think that night was "epic suckage" until my friends started messaging me.