Moony's Girl, Forever and Always - A Young Remus Lupin Love Story

Heeey everyone! I'm sorry it took so long to get this posted. I was distracted by Glee for a while but I'm back now. I hope you enjoy this chapter! I have been waiting for this part FOREVER! :D

The blazing sun coming through the window woke us up around ten.
"Ah! Glorious Saturday!" I heard Sirius exclaim from the opposite side of the curtain.
I looked up at Remus, who was still sleeping, and contemplated whether or not to wake him up. I decided to let him sleep. I lightly kissed the tip of his nose before I quickly unraveled myself from his tight grasp and slipped out of the curtains.
"Hey Ella. What are you doing here?" a groggy James asked me.
"Bad dream." I told him. He nodded then flopped back on the bed.
I left the room and went to go get dressed.


"It's New Year's Eve." I observed randomly as the Marauders studied in the library. Well Remus and I were studying, Sirius and James were racing enchanted paper planes around the room.
Sirius dropped his wand in surprised and stared at me, wide-eyed.
"Merlin! It is! I can't believe we haven't planned a party!" James exclaimed.
"There's always time..." Remus said dully.
"We'll be back soon." Sirius announced and led James out of the library.
"I'm kind of scared of what they're planning." Remus chuckled.
"Me too." I smiled.
"So where were we?" Remus went back to studying, scanning the page of his book. Sigh...
"Awww Remy." I smiled flirtatiously. He looked up and gave me a smile back. I got up and sat on his lap, wrapping my arms around his neck. He placed his on my waist.
"Do we have to study now? It's New Year's Eve and we're alone! Let's have a little...fun." I winked at him. His face flushed. I seriously have no idea what came over me. I giggled and kissed his cheek, making my way towards his mouth.
We were soon consumed in this heated lip lock, all books forgotten. Madame Pince, please don't come anywhere near the back of the library...
I don't know how long we sat there. I was devouring Remus' neck (he was quietly moaning) when we heard a voice that made us jump apart.
"Oi! Stop snogging and help set up for the party!" James exclaimed. I blushed and so did Remus.
"We've been gone for almost an hour. Is this what you've been doing since we left??" Sirius asked, bitterly. He sounded like a dad protecting his daughter.
"Pretty much..." I murmured. He shook his head and we all left the library.


"Okay! Everyone who is a fourth year or younger go to bed!" Sirius announced to the common room. All of the younger kids were grumbling to themselves as they slumped upstairs. They didn't dare disobey Sirius or James unless they wanted to get hexed.
"Well now that the young ones are taken care of, we can get on with the party. As you all know it's New Year's Eve. We just realized a few hours ago that we hadn't planned a party." Sirius said.
James said, "On such short notice we planned a small party. What we are going to do is play Never Have I Ever. Well--"
"And how do we play Never Have I Ever, Potter?". Lily asked grouchily, "Did you just expect us to know how to play without telling us?"
"I was getting there, love." James smiled at her; she rolled her eyes.
"The way you play is, everyone gets a large glass of alcohol. Someone says something they have never done and if you have, you take a sip of the drink. The last one sober wins." Sirius stated.
I was in shock of what I was hearing. Drinking? I haven't had a sip of alcohol ever! And we were underage! Remus and I are prefects! If we get caught...
"Can you give us an example?" a scrawny boy asked.
"Sure..." James nodded. "Sirius, Remus. Will you help?"
Sirius went over to James quickly and Remus reluctantly followed.
"Have you guys played this before?" I asked them.
"Oh yeah. We've played this loads of times." Sirius answered.
"Okay. Something I've never done..." James thought. "Never have I ever kissed a total stranger."
Remus's glass remained on the table while Sirius took a sip.
"I have kissed a total stranger while these blokes haven't." Sirius stated. "Everyone understand how to play?"
Every one nodded and gathered around a large table. They got their drinks and the game began.
"Why doesn't Ella start? She was the one who reminded us that tonight was New Year's." James smiled. Damn it.
"Never have I ever drank liquor." I pouted at the game choice. They stared at me in shock. Most of the people took a sip including Sirius, James, and Remus.
"Never have I ever failed a test." Remus said proudly.
Oh no. Why did Slughorn have to fail me last year? I shakily lifted my glass up to my lips and took a sip. I immediately started coughing and people laughed at me. It had a tangy taste that I was not used to but I enjoyed it. Lily was the only one other than Remus to not take a sip. They leaned over the table and high fived.
"Never have I ever smoked." Frank Longbottom, the Head Boy, said. Surprisingly, Sirius took a sip.
"Sirius!" I shrieked. "Smoking can kill you!"
A few people snickered at him.
"Calm down, Ella. I haven't smoked enough to actually caused any damage."
"Did you know every cigarette you smoke shortens your life by 12 minutes?"
He looked shocked and slumped down in his chair.
"Right...." A seventh year girl said. "Never have I ever given a BJ."
A few girls took a sip, blushing, and actually a boy did too.
"Never have I ever kissed James Potter." Lily said stiffly. James looked sad.
At least half of the girls took a sip, including me. Lily looked taken back.
"What?!" She looked at me, wide eyed.
"Beginning of the year. I had no say over it. Blame James." I said back to her calmly.
"N-Never have I ever k-kissed a girl." A short pudgy kid with unnaturally small blue eyes stuttered.
Most of the boys took a sip and so did a small amount of girls.
"Never have I ever been turned on by a close friend." A 6th year boy said.
Some people took a sip. Four of those people were the Marauders. I looked at the guys, eyebrows raised. I know I took a sip too but that was because of Remus! ....and Sirius is kinda hot.... But do they all lust after me sometimes!?
"What? You're hot." Sirius shrugged. Remus (who glared at Sirius for a split second) and James nodded. I blushed and murmured a thank you.

Many other people stated things they've never done and lots of people drank. I was feeling buzzed.
"Never have I ever kissed Sirius Black." I smiled wildly. Sirius, who was very drunk at the moment, pouted.
Every. Single. Girl.
Every girl in the room (except Lily and I) took a sip. Sirius looked triumphant.
"Never have I ever had sex." Remus said confidently. Remus was slightly buzzed too.
Most of the boys and most of the girls took a sip. Sirius took a large sip while Lily, James, and I remained motionless.
"W-Wait a sssecond! I need ta gooo get somefing" Sirius slurred, getting up. "Continue playing. I'll be b-back." Sirius stumbled over to the stairs and we continued.
"Never have I ever fallen in love." A large boy said. He was so wasted. 
Remus, James, and I all took a sip. So did a few other people, but not many.
"Never have I ever fancied a ginger." Alice, the Head Girl, said swaying slightly.
"Damn it." James and Remus said at the same time before taking a large sip.
"Never have I ever liked someone for more than four years." Lily said. She smirked directly at me. She was completely sober. I glared at her before taking a sip of my drink. Remus and James and I were the only ones to drink on that confession.
"I'M BAAACK!" Sirius yelled, coming down the stairs with much difficulty.
"Jameseseses here got me these funderific indoor fireworks for Christmish." Sirius slurred, throwing his arms across James' shoulder. "WE'RE GUNNA LIGHT 'EM UP!"
Everyone cheered and got up to get better seats.
"Lily Evans is the winner!" I slurred slightly, pointing to her. She grinned and everyone cheered again.
Remus sat on the couch and I sat provocatively on his lap. Lily said a spell that counted down until midnight.
"5...4...3...2...1! HAPPY NEW YEAR!" I yelled. Remus started nibbling my neck hard. After a few minutes, and probably leaving a hicky, I pushed him away and kissed him on the mouth.
"I love you, ya know that?! I'd do anything for you! Anything! You know why? Because you're amazing and I love you! I might have had a few drinks but I really mean that, okay!? I LOVE YOU!" I yelled/slurred at Remus over all of the screaming.
"I love you too, Ella-Bella!" Remus yelled back before kissing me again.
I heard the fireworks go off--in more than one way.
After watching a beautiful display of small multicolored fireworks, people started to go to bed. James was passed out on a chair and Lily and Remus wished me a happy 1976 before going to bed. Sirius and I were left to clean up.
"I think this was a very very very very very..." Sirius went on. "...very amazing partay!"
I nodded. "Very."
After we finished cleaning up, three garbage bag later, we plopped down on the couch.
"I think this calls for a drink!" Sirius announced.
"No no no I've had too much already." I muttered feebly.
"C'mon!" Sirius pressed. I gave in and took the shot glass from Padfoot.
"To 1976!" Sirius said.
"To a great party!" I added.
"And to cleaning up!" Sirius finished. We held up our glasses, clinked them, and took the shot.
"Happy New Year, El." Sirius whispered, leaning in slightly.
"Happy New Year, Sir." I whispered back, leaning in too.
What are you doing!? I screamed at myself. But I couldn't stop now. Our lips touched and we sat their, kissing each other, for about 30 seconds. His lips were soft, skilled, and tasted like liquor. But the weren't Remus'. I pushed him away.
"This was a mistake." I said, pulling at my hair.
I jumped up and repeated, "This was a mistake!"
I ran towards the staircase but turned around to face the shocked and slightly hurt looking Sirius. "I'm sorry. Please-Please don't tell anyone about this."
And I ran upstairs. I flopped down on my bed without changing and cried in my pillow. I just cheated on Remus. I love Remus and I just cheated on him. I don't like Sirius but I just cheated on Remus with him. OH GOD!
This was a mistake. This party was a mistake. Why am I a terrible person?
And those were the pleasant thoughts that I fell asleep to.




Le gasp! Why did Ella cheat on Remus?? What is going to happen now!? Only I know the answers! :P

In other news...school had been good and bad. I failed a math test but I got onto Pottermore! My username is WitchNettle80 if anyone wants to add me. Also, I have an idea for a Glee story. I would have to make a schedule for writing if anyone actually wants to read it... Maybe a new chapter every other week. Idk. Would anyone actually want to read it?? It wouldn't be as nearly long as this one's going to be.
I love you al deeply. Please believe me when I say that because it is 300% true. I hope you haven't given up faith on this lazy writer! Don't forget to comment and rate!
~Ella