I feel pretty

Hermione -
"I wish I could tie you up in my shoes
Make you feel unpretty too
I was told I was beautiful
But what does that mean to you
Look into the mirror who's inside there
The one with the long hair
Same old me again today"

Ginny was always the pretty one. When Her and I walked down Hogsmead together, the guys gave some attention to her, but never to me. Not even a second glance. I was once referd to as "The hot redhead's friend" But they could have eather been talking about Ginny or Ron. I had discovered that the Weasleys had good looks in general. Harry wasn't that bad looking eather, but he was short. Still even with his 'lack of hight' he was still higher on the 'Most attractive' list then me. If there was one.

Ginny -
"My outsides are cool
My insides are blue
Everytime I think I'm through
It's because of you
I've tried different ways
But it's all the same
At the end of the day
I have myself to blame
I'm just trippin"

Being me isn't always easy, people ask me out. Girls and guys I'm afraid Everyone wants to be my friend. Everyone asks me out because I'm pretty? I surely don't see it. People ask me out because i'm friendly and easy to talk to. Guys tend to like girls that flirt with them. It's what they're drawn to. I have to doll myself up to be beautiful, unlike Hermione who has natrual beauty. She's gorgeous walking through Hogwarts with no make-up. I envy her.

Hermione & Ginny - "You can buy your hair if it won't grow
You can fix your nose if he says so
You can buy all the make-up that mac can make
But if you can't look inside you
Find out who am I to
Be in a position to make me feel so dam unpretty
I feel pretty
Oh so pretty
I feel pretty and witty and bright"

Hermione's so lucky, no ginger hair. Ginny's so lucky, no frizzy hair. Hermione's so lucky, deep chocolate eyes, not swamp brown. Ginny's so lucky, she can talk to guys easly. Hermione's so lucky, she's knows EVERYTHING. Ginny's so lucky, she's not me.

Hermione - "Never insecure until I met you
Now I'm being stupid
I used to be so cute to me
Just a little bit skinny
Why do I look to all these things
To keep you happy
Maybe get rid of you
And then I'll get back to me (hey)"

If it wasn't for her I would still have a shread self confidence. Seeing how pretty girls can get, makes you think what happens to the rest of us? The "Pain Janes" or the "Mary Sues" the average ones. What do we do? Ignore the fact that evry "pretty girl" has an advantage over us. Guys want pretty women, we're second class. I have to accept the fact that I'm not like her, I'm a broken record that can't be fixed.

Ginny - " My outsides look cool
My insides are blue
Everytime I think I'm through
It's because of you
I've tried different ways
But it's all the same
At the end of the day
I have myself to blame
Keep on trippin"

Keep on tripping, yep that's me. So very clumbsy, and unattractive. Fred and George call me "Tiny Tonks" because i'm always falling. Over a lamp, over a garbage can, over my shoe laces bacause someone tied them together, or over just a good old flat surface. Harry thinks it's cute at least. But cute isn't what i was going for. I want him to love me, even though he won't, because he's in love with Hermione. I can see it in his eyes. He says he's not, but there isn't a reason not to. She's talented, smart, funny, crap, i think i'm in love with her.

Hermione and Ginny - "You can buy your hair if it won't grow
You can fix your nose if he says so
You can buy all the make-up that mac can make
But if you can't look inside you
Find out who am I to
Be in a position to make me feel so damn unpretty
I feel pretty
Oh so pretty
I feel pretty and witty and bright
And I pity
Any girl who isn't me tonight"

I've accepted the fact that I'll never be as pretty as Hermione. I've accepted that I'll never be as pretty as Ginny. I've accepted that It'll always be Hermione and Ginny, never Ginny and Hermione. I've accepted that I'll never be able to sing like Ginny, no matter how many classes I take. I've accepted that no matter how much I love Harry, we will never be, unless he loves me. I've accepted that Ron like pretty girls, well above average.

Hermione and Ginny - "Oh oh oh oh oh (Tonight)
Oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh (Tonight)
Oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh (Tonight)
Oh oh oh oh oh
I feel pretty
But unpretty"

I've accepted who I am and who I'm destined to be.