How?

How can I think these words
Yet as I speak, no words come out?
How do things hurt my heart, yet not my brain?
How can you just stand there
And watch me bleed
As you live your life with no worries?
How can I stand in front of you
Yet you see nothing?
How can you hurt me so much
When all I've done is love you?
How do make me come back
After every single fight?
How can I not tell when you lie
When you can see right through me?
How can you stand to know that
You hurt me so much?
How do I still not care
And love you anyway?
Love is unconditional, uncomfortable, unintentional
Uncalled for, buries you 6 feet under.
How do I still love you?
Because I have no choice.
How do you still not know?
You're ignorant, and stubborn, and unintentionally (and intentionally) hurtful
Yet I love you anyway.
All I ask is...
How?