Like I Hadn't Suffered Enough:Jacob Black(Book Two)
Okay,So If you read my Jacob series you know that this is the sequel!Please comment and enjoy,and some of the Chapters will be in Jacob's Part of View,other's in Eli's.
Recap:Eli Just fled to go get her revenge,and made a sort of alliance with Jasper and Alice.She'll be killing voltouri witnesses.(It would also help if you went to reread section thirty nine)She makes a first stop in California,Where she visits her friend Taylor.
~Jacob Black
I woke up,and had a sort of weird feeling,like something was missing.Not something,a someone.The first person my mind jumped to was Eli.
I jumped out of bed,and pulled some shorts on,and tried to relax.Why would she be gone?She would definetely not be visiting her mom or her dad.She didn't like her dad-and anywhere he was was the last place she wanted to be.
I walked out of my room,a little more relaxed.
"Morning,Jake,"I heard my sister say."You get any sleep last night?"
"Not really,why?"I said,searching through the fridge for food.
"Because,you kept yelling out 'Eli,Where are you!Where'd you go?'"Paul said,laughing,from the couch.
Did he have to practically live here?Didn't he have his own home where he could go and annoy someone else?
"I thought It was cute,"Rachel said,giggling.
I didn't feel like saying anything-I was much to grouchy for that.I'd dreamt Eli had runaway and there was nothing left of her...Not a dream,definetely a nightmare.
"I'm guessing there's nothing to eat,"I said,angrily shutting the fridge.
"I'm going to start making pancakes.Want some?And why would there be no food?"She asked,confused.
" 'Cause Paul is here,"
"Jacob,don't start."
Great.According to my sister,I was the one constantly starting the arguments with Paul.Well,if Paul wasn't here,there would be no arguments.No Paul,no problem."Hurry up and make breakfast,then,"I said,resigned.
Living at home was not easy-because they're would still be the whole two packs argument.And,Sam wasn't very partial to me for stealing away and 'hypnotizing' his younger cousin so that she would fall in love with me.
After breakfast,I headed over to the Cullens.The person I much rather wished I'd woken up to would be and ussually was here.
Jake? Leah thought to me.
Yeah?
Eli Missed her two hour shift,
She was probably just tired.She doesn't like running...and-
You gonna let her off easy and let us bust our butts for her?She growled.
Not in the mood for arguments,Leah.
I don't care,we have to discuss this.She can't just keep taking breaks whenever she feels like it.We don't know if Sam is planning something...
He hasn't tried to attack me while I stay at home.We're fine,
Jacob,I get you imprinted on her,but she's a part of this pack,too!We can't do all the work while she watches!
She ran a lot more than she was used to,okay?Relax,she'll be here.
What about when she was gone for three weeks?You made her run two days straight.But then you had sex with her,and you gotta treat her like she's some sort of princess?She's not!
I'm not going to talk to you about this,Bye.I said,phasing out.
I rushed towards the door-now a little worried.She hadn't taken her shift for patrol?She may be a little lazy,but she was always responsible.
When I walked in,there was that sort of state of depression in the house again.Everybody was all down and blue.Great.Sad bloodsuckers,the ones you hope you never feel like cheering up.
"What happened?"I asked.
"It's...Alice,and Jasper-And Eli,"Bella said.
I was more alert now."Eli?"
"They're gone,we don't know where they are!"Edward growled.
One word rang in my head.
Gone.
"What do you mean she's gone!"I said,trying to keep from getting angry.I was ussually good with the whole controlling the temper thing-but this could blow me up.
"Gone,as in,not here.Diss-a-peared,"Rosalie sneered.
No.She couldn't be...."She's-she's not gone,she's probably just mad,and trying to get away from you...parasites,"I finished.
"Sure,put your hopes up with that."Rosalie said,rolling her eyes.
"More importantly,Alice and Jasper!"Bella said,standing.
Her words made me sick-and made me see how Bella much preffered the bloodsuckers to her own...Blood.Although they Didn't share fathers-They were still geneticly similar.But It didnt seem like it now."More important?I don't see how."I said,and fled the house.
I phased again.
Seth here yet?
Geez,Jake.Thought you didn't want to talk to me,Leah said,sour.
I'm not playing Games,Leah!
Right here,Jake.What's up?Seth thought.
Eli's missing.I thought,reproachfully.
I knew she would leave you,Leah thought,and a smirk formed upon her face.
Damnit,Leah!I demand you focus and quit saying things like that!And that's an order! I didn't like giving orders,but I had too,If it meant peace of mind.
Really?So what do you want us to do about it?
Forget protecting the bloodsuckers.Our main focus is finding Eli.
Okay.So I'm guessing one of us stays here-and the rest go find Eli?
No,seth.Forget the Parasites.Our only focus is Eli!
She probably got tired of you, Leah sneered.
I demand you take orders and shut the hell up!
No need to be so mean,Jake.We get your upset about her missing...but...
Seth,Search The beach.Heck,run the entire lenght of the coast.Leah,I want you to run the washington border...I'll take the rest.
You sure,Jake?That's a big distance,
I'm sure until I give further orders.Now go!
The first and most obvious place to search for was her house.Her window was closed,so I settled for breaking down the front door If I had to. I knocked.
Charlie opened the door,and I pushed my way around him.I rushed up the stairs,and banged on Eli's door,since it was locked."Eli,open the door!"I growled.
"Did you two get into a fight?"Charlie asked,suddenly a little happier.
I ignored him."Eli!"I yelled,louder.
No response.I stopped banging on the door,and pressed my ear to the door.
Not a single noise,no breathing,no fluttering heartbeat.
I broke down the door,and shut it-knowing that if she was here,she'd be in big trouble-and needed charlie out of the way.
The room was empty.not a single soul had touched it...because the room smelled like cherries.Just like her.
Maybe she was hiding...I flipped the bed over,and tore her closet down,and searched the bathroom.
Lifeless.
So she wasn't here-but there had to be something that would tell me where she was...maybe she'd left a note...
I searched through the drawers,the closet....anywhere.I threw her teddy bears off the couch until I saw two in particular.
The one's I had won her at the fair.I threw them out of the way,and found a slip of paper.
I smiled-but then frowned.
Jacob,I love you. Was written in her hand writing.Nothing else but that.
This told me she was gone-and gone without me.If she hadn't told me where,she didn't want me with her.
Or maybe there was something else I had to find. I searched the empty room again-and found her phone.
Why would she leave her phone?She always had it...
She didn't want to be found,either.
What made this so much harder was that the deformation in her blood made her as fast as a human as when she was a wolf.I could not find her or barge through her head.
Charlie walked in,and glared at the mess I'd made of her things."Where is-She's gone again,isn't she?"
I nodded,and reread the words she'd written.
"What's that?"Charlie asked,staring at the paper in my hand.
"Nothing important.She's gone,and I'm going to find her."I said,determined.I jumped out the window,phased,and searched for her scent in the forest.
The rain had washed it away.Not a single trace of her familiar cherry smell.
Any sight of her,Seth?Leah?I said,a little more worried.
Nope.
Not yet,but we'll find her,Jake,Seth thought trying to calm me.
That was useless.
She probably got tired of you...before the whole wolf thing,she was a flirt.She may have been suffering,but she attracted a lot of male attention, Leah thought.
I didn't think something back at her.
A little slutty,isn't she?
I couldn't think straight.
She's not,Leah.Shutup,you're making this harder on Jake,Seth thought.
I searched the entire forest.Nothing.I ended up at the cliffs of La Push,in my human form.I pulled the slip of paper out of my back pocket.
I love you,Jacob. Rang in my head.
Maybe there was some kind of message....maybe,scrambled,It was some kind of location where she was waiting for me at...Where we could forget about our responsibilities...That was a good thing.But she knew me.She would have had to simplify this for me.
So then there was no secret message.No hope of her wanting me to find her...
I stared up at the clouds,and then realized how dull it seemed without the moon.
The sky was dim-just like I was without Eli.
I remembered her words from Yesterday night.
I love you.Please...don't ever forget that.
"You love me?Then why did you leave me?"
Okay,so Jake just realized Eli is gone...Plz read chapter thirty nine again,because It's gonna help you alot!I haven't decided on whether the second or third chapter will be Eli...So....Comment Please!
BTW-The picture for the story is here:
http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=28244398
I woke up,and had a sort of weird feeling,like something was missing.Not something,a someone.The first person my mind jumped to was Eli.
I jumped out of bed,and pulled some shorts on,and tried to relax.Why would she be gone?She would definetely not be visiting her mom or her dad.She didn't like her dad-and anywhere he was was the last place she wanted to be.
I walked out of my room,a little more relaxed.
"Morning,Jake,"I heard my sister say."You get any sleep last night?"
"Not really,why?"I said,searching through the fridge for food.
"Because,you kept yelling out 'Eli,Where are you!Where'd you go?'"Paul said,laughing,from the couch.
Did he have to practically live here?Didn't he have his own home where he could go and annoy someone else?
"I thought It was cute,"Rachel said,giggling.
I didn't feel like saying anything-I was much to grouchy for that.I'd dreamt Eli had runaway and there was nothing left of her...Not a dream,definetely a nightmare.
"I'm guessing there's nothing to eat,"I said,angrily shutting the fridge.
"I'm going to start making pancakes.Want some?And why would there be no food?"She asked,confused.
" 'Cause Paul is here,"
"Jacob,don't start."
Great.According to my sister,I was the one constantly starting the arguments with Paul.Well,if Paul wasn't here,there would be no arguments.No Paul,no problem."Hurry up and make breakfast,then,"I said,resigned.
Living at home was not easy-because they're would still be the whole two packs argument.And,Sam wasn't very partial to me for stealing away and 'hypnotizing' his younger cousin so that she would fall in love with me.
After breakfast,I headed over to the Cullens.The person I much rather wished I'd woken up to would be and ussually was here.
Jake? Leah thought to me.
Yeah?
Eli Missed her two hour shift,
She was probably just tired.She doesn't like running...and-
You gonna let her off easy and let us bust our butts for her?She growled.
Not in the mood for arguments,Leah.
I don't care,we have to discuss this.She can't just keep taking breaks whenever she feels like it.We don't know if Sam is planning something...
He hasn't tried to attack me while I stay at home.We're fine,
Jacob,I get you imprinted on her,but she's a part of this pack,too!We can't do all the work while she watches!
She ran a lot more than she was used to,okay?Relax,she'll be here.
What about when she was gone for three weeks?You made her run two days straight.But then you had sex with her,and you gotta treat her like she's some sort of princess?She's not!
I'm not going to talk to you about this,Bye.I said,phasing out.
I rushed towards the door-now a little worried.She hadn't taken her shift for patrol?She may be a little lazy,but she was always responsible.
When I walked in,there was that sort of state of depression in the house again.Everybody was all down and blue.Great.Sad bloodsuckers,the ones you hope you never feel like cheering up.
"What happened?"I asked.
"It's...Alice,and Jasper-And Eli,"Bella said.
I was more alert now."Eli?"
"They're gone,we don't know where they are!"Edward growled.
One word rang in my head.
Gone.
"What do you mean she's gone!"I said,trying to keep from getting angry.I was ussually good with the whole controlling the temper thing-but this could blow me up.
"Gone,as in,not here.Diss-a-peared,"Rosalie sneered.
No.She couldn't be...."She's-she's not gone,she's probably just mad,and trying to get away from you...parasites,"I finished.
"Sure,put your hopes up with that."Rosalie said,rolling her eyes.
"More importantly,Alice and Jasper!"Bella said,standing.
Her words made me sick-and made me see how Bella much preffered the bloodsuckers to her own...Blood.Although they Didn't share fathers-They were still geneticly similar.But It didnt seem like it now."More important?I don't see how."I said,and fled the house.
I phased again.
Seth here yet?
Geez,Jake.Thought you didn't want to talk to me,Leah said,sour.
I'm not playing Games,Leah!
Right here,Jake.What's up?Seth thought.
Eli's missing.I thought,reproachfully.
I knew she would leave you,Leah thought,and a smirk formed upon her face.
Damnit,Leah!I demand you focus and quit saying things like that!And that's an order! I didn't like giving orders,but I had too,If it meant peace of mind.
Really?So what do you want us to do about it?
Forget protecting the bloodsuckers.Our main focus is finding Eli.
Okay.So I'm guessing one of us stays here-and the rest go find Eli?
No,seth.Forget the Parasites.Our only focus is Eli!
She probably got tired of you, Leah sneered.
I demand you take orders and shut the hell up!
No need to be so mean,Jake.We get your upset about her missing...but...
Seth,Search The beach.Heck,run the entire lenght of the coast.Leah,I want you to run the washington border...I'll take the rest.
You sure,Jake?That's a big distance,
I'm sure until I give further orders.Now go!
The first and most obvious place to search for was her house.Her window was closed,so I settled for breaking down the front door If I had to. I knocked.
Charlie opened the door,and I pushed my way around him.I rushed up the stairs,and banged on Eli's door,since it was locked."Eli,open the door!"I growled.
"Did you two get into a fight?"Charlie asked,suddenly a little happier.
I ignored him."Eli!"I yelled,louder.
No response.I stopped banging on the door,and pressed my ear to the door.
Not a single noise,no breathing,no fluttering heartbeat.
I broke down the door,and shut it-knowing that if she was here,she'd be in big trouble-and needed charlie out of the way.
The room was empty.not a single soul had touched it...because the room smelled like cherries.Just like her.
Maybe she was hiding...I flipped the bed over,and tore her closet down,and searched the bathroom.
Lifeless.
So she wasn't here-but there had to be something that would tell me where she was...maybe she'd left a note...
I searched through the drawers,the closet....anywhere.I threw her teddy bears off the couch until I saw two in particular.
The one's I had won her at the fair.I threw them out of the way,and found a slip of paper.
I smiled-but then frowned.
Jacob,I love you. Was written in her hand writing.Nothing else but that.
This told me she was gone-and gone without me.If she hadn't told me where,she didn't want me with her.
Or maybe there was something else I had to find. I searched the empty room again-and found her phone.
Why would she leave her phone?She always had it...
She didn't want to be found,either.
What made this so much harder was that the deformation in her blood made her as fast as a human as when she was a wolf.I could not find her or barge through her head.
Charlie walked in,and glared at the mess I'd made of her things."Where is-She's gone again,isn't she?"
I nodded,and reread the words she'd written.
"What's that?"Charlie asked,staring at the paper in my hand.
"Nothing important.She's gone,and I'm going to find her."I said,determined.I jumped out the window,phased,and searched for her scent in the forest.
The rain had washed it away.Not a single trace of her familiar cherry smell.
Any sight of her,Seth?Leah?I said,a little more worried.
Nope.
Not yet,but we'll find her,Jake,Seth thought trying to calm me.
That was useless.
She probably got tired of you...before the whole wolf thing,she was a flirt.She may have been suffering,but she attracted a lot of male attention, Leah thought.
I didn't think something back at her.
A little slutty,isn't she?
I couldn't think straight.
She's not,Leah.Shutup,you're making this harder on Jake,Seth thought.
I searched the entire forest.Nothing.I ended up at the cliffs of La Push,in my human form.I pulled the slip of paper out of my back pocket.
I love you,Jacob. Rang in my head.
Maybe there was some kind of message....maybe,scrambled,It was some kind of location where she was waiting for me at...Where we could forget about our responsibilities...That was a good thing.But she knew me.She would have had to simplify this for me.
So then there was no secret message.No hope of her wanting me to find her...
I stared up at the clouds,and then realized how dull it seemed without the moon.
The sky was dim-just like I was without Eli.
I remembered her words from Yesterday night.
I love you.Please...don't ever forget that.
"You love me?Then why did you leave me?"
Okay,so Jake just realized Eli is gone...Plz read chapter thirty nine again,because It's gonna help you alot!I haven't decided on whether the second or third chapter will be Eli...So....Comment Please!
BTW-The picture for the story is here:
http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=28244398
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Oh my God; this story is amazing :)
At the beginning, it wasn't quite as good, but now the writing is getting much better and the storyline is more realistic and believable. I love Eli - she's a great character, and I think people can totally relate with her.
Please please please update soon! There are a lot of people wanting to know what happens next, and you can't just drop the story in the middle of it! I'm really looking forward to the next part :D
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