Unwanted (girls only)

it took a few hours to get back to Aunt Brooklyn, and to get ready for dinner. Sam came with us to explain everything to Aunt brooklyn. the wedding is supposed to be in 2 weeks, the beginning of June. i got dressed and did my hair in a messy braided bun type of thing. my make up was light and yet still stunning. i got dressed in http://www.polyvore.com/sydney_dinner/set?id=42133367 i walked downstairs and said i would ride with Aunt brooklyn, cause Sam had to go and pick up Marissa.
we went to this really nice outdoor restuarant. it was sunset and finally Sam and Marissa arrived. Marissa was so gorgeous. she was nice and funny and sweet and caring. she was really upset when we told her all that happened and Sam was even more upset when i told him about mom leaving me.
we hugged goodbye and i told him i would see him in a few days, Marissa wanted me to be a bridesmaid and i accepted, but only if my dress wasnt as pretty as hers. the wedding should be all about the bride and the groom, not anyone else.

i woke up late, and i mean late. about 2 in the afternoon. i had been up late writing a song. its call United and it really explains separation and then finding someone again and realizing how much it hurt to lose them.
i got dressed http://www.polyvore.com/sydney_running_into_mason/set?id=42133654 and saw the note that aunt brooklyn left for me.

Syd
went to be with a client, then have to set some plans up and finish work, be home late, got get yourself some dinner. dont wait up for me
Lyn

i took her advice and went out for a walk. i was just walking along the beach when i ran into someone, i looked up and saw the guy i ran into yesterday. "oh, sorry. i really need to pay closer attention where i'm walking." i said. he smiled at me. "we never officially met yesterday. im mason." he said and smiled at me. "Sydney." i replied and smiled at him. "you must be new here. did you know that this is a private beach?" he asks me. "yeah, um i live over there, the white house. i just moved in with my Aunt." i said. "oh brooklyn is the best! she is always letting us borrow her surf boards, or asking us for advice on an event or something. lucky you, you get to live with her." he said. "yeah, i love it, i just wish it hadnt been this way." i say. then we walked and i told him everything. its weird, i never do this. i'm always such a secretive person, probably because i never really had many friends i could confide in and i didnt want them to tell anyone. but telling mason was totally different, it was freeing almost. he listened to everything and didnt speak until the end. "that sucks. i wish i could say something....deeper almost, but there is no other way to say it." he said and smiled at me. i giggled and smiled back. "im gonna show you just how great LA is, ill pick you up at 7, dress nice." he said and walked away. it was 5 already. i had spent so much time talking i didnt even realize just how long we had talked for.
i went to the cafe and got a burger and a shake. i went to the bookstore and bought a book, and i bought some jewelry to wear tonight as well. i got home and had just enough time to take my hair out of the braid, making it curly. and to get dressed. http://www.polyvore.com/sydney_party/set?id=42135532 i looked in the mirror and gave my outfit the okay right as Mason rang the doorbell. i ran downstairs and i was greeted by a giant smiling handsome guy at my front door step. life is finally going well i thought as i climbed into his porsche