From My Emo World, To All Of You....
Just frm my journal it's all the real feelings and opinions that i have.....Learn tht i HATE Ra'Janea.....Anyway most of it is about my crush Cjazpen u can see him in my photo's with the girl he like's.....which APPARENTLY isnt me...blah blah blah ...have fun with my confused heart & mind....Oh!: they start a few weeks back, BTW
P.S. iWrite A LOT
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Chapter 1
Love Like Woe Dec.8.2010
I admit it, i like you, but why are u such a blittch? you are shallow. VERY shallow. you hurt me with my sister,unknowingly. you like amoni and not me. Youre like every other guy. am i not your type or something/ if im not can i know what it is so tht i know who not to fall for? you know, a guy like you shouldnt have a type. many girls dont like you like that. Just me, tanyell, & ashley.(but she doesnt count she likes everyone) Plus Tanyell here is over you, frm wht she told me(not anymore AS OF 1/14/11 BTW) Many girls here cant get past the shape of your head. They are shallow,too. but i see past that. i like you for you, i dont care about looks, but you do have pretty eyes. im jealous of you for that. I smile when i look into your eyes(thats why i dont look into them) i figure smiling at you would let you know...that i like you. i didnt want that. (-I'm not in love with you) no matter what Naudia says. i just like you. it's a crush knowing your ego, nothing will happen. i'm okay with that...i guess im not sure about anything, now. definetly with my recent departure with the "Emo Kid" of Bellevi**(u dnt need 2 kno where i liv) but he has nothing to do with how i feel about you. i liked you before i even met him. a very long time before. Well around Nov. '08. why dont you like me? am i nothing but a friend to you? 'cause if i am you need to tell people that. even your little friend Tyre'k gave us pet names you're Chiracle and i'm Cheerio. (chazpen/miracle) Yeah im a cereal and you get to be the mash-up. stupid, huh? emily says we're secret lovers Naudia called us the "Crack Baby" couple(dnt even ask ppl) Gabby says we NEED to be together Jaylen says i wanna flck(or Fluff :-P) I DONT TRUST ME! Tanyell thinks i love you Erika "Mmm" Brianna says "Oh!" you need to know i'm the girl you think i am I am njot this lil school girl I'm Miracle R>N>W!!!!!! Best thing since July 8,1997- Sorry i forget ur younger than me, but i cnt stop th truth(srry y'all it's an momental ego thing) ~My Life Is HELL~ Now not tlking about me help me out right now How can i know how you feel? YOU DONT SAY ANYTHING TO ME!! i'm tired of all of this!!! tell me how YOU feel about this then maybe i'll be done.....With you. Dont worry about me. I can be in my own messed up,sick,twisted, flirty, emo world BY MYSELF!!!!!!!!!! OKAY???!!!?!?!?!



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`i like tht he hugged me. he didnt smell like boy for once`