I loathe you deleted chapter from season 1:DJ got us falling again..(4)

I was at hollywood club party, and everywhere I turned, there was a hollywood couple.
My heart ached.
I wanted to be in love, soo badly, it wasnt funny.
The only downside was, I was married.
Against my will.
But nobody here knew that, nobody knew we were just an image, fakes.
Usher's song "DJ got us falling in love again" started to play, and my heart really ached.
The first time I fell in love, we danced to this song!
That's when I felt a hand on my shoulder, and looking up, I saw Joe.
"Care to dance?" he asked.
I knew this was an act, but, I felt butterflies in my stomach, when he pulled me onto the dance floor.
Putting his arms around my waist, he started dancing.
His face was pressed close to mine, and I kept my eyes on my feet.
Looking into his eyes would be like a sin, cause I knew if I looked, I'd get lost in them.
He moved his hands down to my hips, and my heart started to race.
We were dancing, not as two, but as one, I looked up, and my eyes were locked with his.
It was that way til the end of the song, I stared, out of breath.
His eyes made me queasy.
"Lauren-" he started.
But before he could finish, the crowd that had formed around us started cheering.
I looked away, what was I doing?
I was dancing with someone I hated!
Pulling myself away, I left him alone, in the center of the dance floor.
He looked upset, but that probably was just an act too.
But for a short second there, the DJ actually had us falling again...