Why Can't You Love Me?

Bam! Crash! "Aaah! Someone call 911!"someone screamed. I happened so fast, even I don't know what happened. My name, heh I don't remember. But I do know that I'm on the verge of dying. You see it all back in 1988. That's the day I was born. I grew up normal, didn't have many friends, average looking, I had short cropped auburn hair, brown eyes, my features weren't as beautiful, but they were decent, I had a bulky build, and I was quite tall though.My parent worked long hard hours. Sometimes I thought they didn't even give a d(amn) about me. All my life I've liked girls,yet for some reason boys approached more than girls. Because I went to an all boy's academy. I was very popular, in a way I was. I like one guy. His name was Kyle Dramings. He was very slender, had grey eyes, and pitch black hair.He had such beautiful narrow features, if you weren't careful, you probably would have mistaken him for a girl. I don't know why but when I looked at him my heart did back-flips. I didn't have the balls to tell him how I truly felt for him. But shockingly it was the other way around. It was at lunch, I was sitting down eating the glop that they called food, when suddenly Kyle comes up to me. "Wow, It's like looking at a skyscraper! No matter how high you try to get it'll still tower over you." I had no idea what he meant. But in a way he was right. "How tall are you exactly?"Kyle asked. "Hmm. I think maybe "6'10"" I answered. Kyle's eyes grew wide. "Wow! I'm only "4'2""Kyle timidly whispered. I just chuckled. I saw Kyle blush for a short second. Just when I was about to walk away,Kyle grabbed my sleeve. I raised my eyebrow at him."Let go please."I calmly said. In the back of my mind I didn't want him to let go. "Um, I'm going somewhere Saturday night. Want to come?"Kyle asked, still holding on to my sleeve. I paused for a few seconds and finally said,"Sure. I'll go." Kyle smiled widely. I smiled back. Then out of the blue Kyle kisses me on the cheek and runs away. I blushed and rubbed the cheek he kissed. I was in a daze, I was getting really close to making Kyle mine. I was very ecstatic. Even though I'm very sarcastic I wouldn't mind having him to lean on, and complain to. The day seemed to pass quickly when you realize you're in love. But who cares? Love is just an illusion. That's what I've learned. But as I've said I'm on the verge of dying, so I might as well make this life story quick. I'm not rushing anything though. Life is just cruel, especially when you want someone really bad. Kyle if you can hear me now, I want to say, my life has been great. Even when no one else noticed or saw me, I saw you.