This Lifes Too Long And This Loves Too Strong.

"He's soooo hot." Kennedy exagerated looking at his Twitter Icon.
"Yeah, no!" I said.
"Aww why do you hate him so much?" She asked.
"Hes a self centred jerk!' I said acidly.
"How would you know that?" She asked.
"I dont okay!" I lied.
"Why say it then?" She pestered.
"I dont know!" I yelled.
"Whatever." She said.
"I have to go home." I said flinging my bag over my shoulder.
"Bye." Kennedy mumbled.
"Yeah." I said. It ended like this alot. If she wasnt so obsessive over him Id tell her the truth, but I cant tell anyone why I hated him so much.

FlashBack

"Why are you so mean to me!?" I cried. He pushed me into the mud and ran away. "Im going to tell my Mommy!" I cried harder, my favourite dress ruined.
"Sooky La La!" He called back and I cried harder.
I eventually got up and walked slowly to my Mom.
"Oh my, Meredith Simons! Look at your good dress, why did you roll in the mud?" She questioned me.
"Momma, I didnt." I argued.
"MEredith dont you lie Justin already told me, he seen you rollig in the mud!" She said.
"Momma, he pushed me!" I cried.
"Meredith Eva Clarkson! Ive had enough of your lieing, go upstairs, get changed and come back down, but dont you dare talk to anyone!" She yelled at me I looked behind her and seen Justin sticking his tounge out at me and I did the same my Mom turned around and seen Justin waving. "Meredith, stop being bad and go to your room, this instant Missy!" She yelled.
"Its not me Momma, its Justin!" I protested.
"Stop it Meredith!" She said ushering me inside the house.
"I hate you!" I yelled to my mother running upstairs and slamming the door. I was only six years old and I was tiny, smaller than most kids my age.I got out of my muddy purple dress and slid on a yellow dress I ran downstairs avoiding my mother, I seen Justin, he must have been atleast three inches taller than me.
"I hate you Justin Bieber! Youre ugly, and stupid, and have cooties!" I yelled reaching up on my tippy toes.
"I dont know why Mom drops me here to play with you, youre annoying." He said pushing me over. I fell and hurt my arm I started crying. He ran inside and my Mother came out.
"Justin told me what happened, Im shocked with your behaviour Meredith! I cnt believe that youd purposely fall over and blame ustin!" She yelled at me.
"Lets take Justin home then you to the hospital. We piled in the car and I was crying my eyes out.
"Stop complaining Meredith." My mother said.
"Justin did it Momma" I said between cries.
"Do you want to continue playing with Justin Meredith!?" She yelled.
"NO!" I yelled back.
"Fine!" She screamed at me. She didnt drop Justin home but instead me to the hospital first.
"Stay here Meredith!" She yelled at me.
"I hope I die! I hate both of you!" I yelled sticking my tounge out at Justin stepping on his toes.
"I dont want that language coming out of your mouth again Missy!" With that she left.
I waited patiently in the waiting room, all of s=a sudden there was commotion. I didnt know what happening.
I seen a bloody woman being wheeled by me, I looked and it was my mother.
"STOP!" I yelled. No one paid any attention to me so I raced after them. A nurse stopped me.
"Sweetie, whats the matter?" She asked.
"Thats my mother." I screamed.
"Aww sweetie Im srry, now lets get you fixed up." She said leading me to a room, I had a fractured wrist.
"Is my Mommy okay?" I asked.
"Sweetie, you know when sometimes its a persons time to go on yes?" She asked.
"No." I shook my head.
"Sweetie, you Mom is in a better place." She told me.
"Where is she?" I asked.
"Have you ever been to a funeral?" She asked.
"Yes, Poppy's." I told the woman.
"Mom is up with Pop." She toled me.
"In Heaven?" I asked.
"Yes sweetie, with God." She told me.
I found out that my Mther got into a car acident.
"Wheres Justin?" I asked.
"Whos that?" She asked.
"Please can I go now?" I asked.
"Where will you go?" She asked.
"To Pattie's." I said.
"Would yoou like to see you Mom first?" She asked.
"Yes Please." I said she lead me to my Mother.
I looked at her lifeless pale face, tears slid down my face. I cant believe she had died. They told me she got into a car accident.
"Momma?' I whispered. I walked closely and leant against the edge of her bed, "Please wake up Momma." I choked out. "Im sorry for being a bad kid. I love you Mommy, come back?" I cried. There was no reply.
I silently left the room.
"Excuse me, may I use the phone?" I asked.
"Sure thing darling." The woman from earlier told me She gave me the phone and I called Pattie.Justin ansewerd.
"What do you want?" He asked acidly.
"Is Pattie there?" I asked.
"Not for you." He laughed.
"Justin, please its important." I chocked out.
"Are you crying?" He asked.
"Y..yes." I whispered.
"Why?" He asked.
"Please put Pattie on." I said and eventually after two hours of fusing around at the Hospital Pattie was allowed to take me to her house. Justin was still mean to me.

EndOfFlashBack

I now live with my Father, he was a drug dealer when I was little and there was many custody cases between Pattie and Lachlan (My father) eventully he won. He has now settled down with a woman named Heather and their daughter, who is 13; three years younger than me. Everyone loved sweet innocent Cassidy. I could see through her, I hated her.
"Excuse me, Lilith." Said Cassidy knocking on my door.
"What!" I said angrily.
"Mom and Dad want you downstairs." She smiled politely at me. After visiting Kennedy's I went straight to my room. Normal routine. I walked down stairs and seen Heather and Lachlan sitting there.
"Yes?" I asked.
"I got you concert tickets." Lachlan smiled at me.
"Who for?" I said. Hoping it was Taylor Swift or Lady Gaga.
"Justin Bieber." He grrinned at me.
"WHAT!" I yelled.
"Yes, youre going to take Cassidy." Heather smiled.
"No!" I refused firmly.
"Lilith, you are going wether you like it or not." Lachlan said. Knowing I wouldnt win I gave up.
"When?" I asked.
"Two days." Heather smiled.
"How'd you get them with this short notice?" I asked.
"We've had them for two months, they were a suprise for you and Cassie." Lachlan smiled.
"Mkay." I said angrily stomring up the stairs.