Poems....

I feel that no one cares, I feel no one loves me
I hate it when the people stop to stare
I wait for the answer of hope and a prayer
I ignore the answer for it was just
Of all the pain and fear
Oh! There is so much I shouldn’t hide
I think about what I have said
I lay awake and cry in my bed
I will never have what I want I will never be free
I will be blind to the real world and live in my own
But the people around me will see what is wrong
There are many pieces that won’t fit
Sitting alone wanting and waiting for it all just to quit
Knowing that it never will, I will walk back down the path that is my life Which is overgrown with weeds and vines, and the trees don’t let the sun in.
The path is dark and I stumble and fall, fall again but now to my knees with this pain that feels like a knife.
Alone in this world no help is around
I get up and fall again but now…
I can’t taste, there’s no smell, I can’t feel, there is no sound…I get scared I can’t find the light….
when all I want is light
But there is no morning,
no noon all there is, is… night
This will never end so I will learn to deal
I thought that this whole world was just a fake but now….
Because of you I now know it is real.
Because of you i understand why i'm here.
You love me for me
All my fults you dont care
You make me feel meaning