Jackie's secret life

It was rainy today.I had to walk home through this.I walked everyday so why did i even care.I'm lucky there wasn't snow like there usually was in Fairbanks,Alaska.I sat on the floorin the school restroom in the stall farthest from the door.I came here to get away from everyone.I was missing my math class but I didn't care.It was my last class of the day.I stood up.I waited long enough for class to start so I came out of the stall.I went to lean against the wall.I hated living here it was cold and snowy.I hated it here at school.I only had to friends.Carrie andLiliehave been my friends since 3rd grade.We have been friends for seven years.I pulled my long wavy brown hair into an untidy bun.Just then I herd the door open.It was Lilie.Lilie walked up to me and frowned."Ditching class again?"she sighed.I just nodded.She walked to the mirror.She reached in her bag and pulled out a brush.She brushed her short red hair out of her face.Then put eye liner around her green eyes.Lilie loved eye liner.I hated makeup.It was a waste of time.She pointed her freckel stained finger at me and glared."If I catch you in here again,I will tell.I jumped up."Why?i asked angirly."Because your going to flunk!"she shouted."Why do you care?"I spat.She left mumbling something under her breath.I folded my arms.I herd the bell ring and left the bathroom with my bag.I walked to my locker.After I opened my locker and got my text books,I walked outside.I looked up at the sky.It was white.I better start walking homebefore it began snowing.Freezing rain was still falling from the sky.Iunwillingly began my walk home.
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Thefront door was unlocked so my siblings must've beat me home.Shane sat on the couch watching tv.He never talked to me in school.He wasin 11th grade but he still saw me in the halls but acted like I didn't exsist.I was one grade below him.Shane had many friends.I guess you could say he's popular.He would get picked on ifhis friends saw him talk to me.I'm his sister but I guess popularity comes before me.Shane looked up at me."What?" he asked confused.I realised i was glaring."Nothing."I muttered.Iwent down the hallto my room...wellalmost my room.I shared a room with my younger sister,Abby.Both her and Shane were the same to me.In looksbut notpersonality. involved.She had blonde hair like Shane and blue eyes.But her hair was longer and wavier.His hair was short and covered part of his eyes.I had dark brown hair and brown eyes.She was in 3rd grade.Abbyturned nine years old last week.Shane was seventeen and I wasfifthteen.Abby was sitting on her bed painting her toe nails.Our room was like a half.All her stuff including her bed was on the left and all my stuff was on the right of the room.I threw my bag on my bed and layed down.
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The whole week dragged on.Lilie literally had to drag me to class and Carrie had to help.My mom was gone out every night and day.She always came home drunk.Abby would always cry when mom and dad fought about her being gone.Dad worked at a furniture store in the day.He worked at a gas station at night.He was trying to get us some money to get a bigger house.Mom startedleaving around the timeCarlos died.Hehad cancer.I was young and I didn't remeber much but I knew it hurt mom.I glanced over at the clock on thenightstand.2a.m.I was glad it was Saturday.I couldn't stand another day in school.Unable to sleep I got up.I got a glass of water from the kitchen.Shane was asleep on the couch."Jackie?" I herd Abby cry.I went back to our room.The lamp flicked on.Tears were streaming down her face."I had a bad dream"."go back to sleep,your okay".Ireassured her.She layed down."Can't we leave the lamp on?"she begged as I was about to turn it off."We have to help dad as much as we can so no lights."I ordered.I turned it off and went tobed