Love At Fist sight (a Justin bieber,Jeydon Wale, and Ryan butler love story)

"Ava..please I'm sorry,i know i made a mistake but i know i can fix it. all im asking for is another chance to show you i really do care about you" Connor set on my bed and put cradled my face between his hand. i looked into his beatiful blue eyes....eyes that i use to believe in but cant trust again....
"I'm sorry Connor......i cant. i love you but i cant trust you.." i looked down, i didnt want to look into his eyes and believe something that was a total lie.
"Ava....please...." as a heard him begging i felt tears come into my eyes but i wouldnt let him see them..i sucked in my breath and tried to but as much hate into my words as i can...."LEAVE ME ALONE,CONNOR,I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!" i didnt look in his eyes though...scared to see the hurt i just caused him. he silently got of the bed and walked out the door. when he closed the door the tears came. i couldnt stop them...i hugged myself trying to keep myself into one piece but nothing could excape the pain of your real first heartbreak.
the next thing i know im wakeing up with a terrible headache..
"thats wat i get for crying myself to sleep again' i said tomyself.
i got out of bed and walked into the kitchen where my aunt was sitting at the table and sipping some coffee.
"why hello ava. i thought i wouldnt see you today because of the horrible night u had last night" she sounded worried but im glad she didnt say his name. i dont think i could bear hearing his name.
then i saw the ciggerette in the ashtrey. i looked up her."i thought u stoped spokeing?" i asked with bitterness in my voice
she laughed softly.
"i gave up Ava if i die early then so what." as she said this a got pissed off
"what the fvck?! u dont care if u die?! your all me and jordon have left and ur saying that bullshiit?.' I stormed back into my room without MY LIVE WAS A LIVING HELL AND NOONE CARES!!!!! I slammed the door behide me. "fvck my goddamn life!!" i yelled. i couldnt believe this shiit out of all the hard stuff ive done to stay alive for my baby sister and my anut she keeps smokeing?! i set on my bed hate turning into saddness and saddness turning into tears. then i heard a soft knock on my door. "Sissy.." i wipped my eyes on my shirt and opened the door for my lil sister,jordon. guh. everytime i look at her i see our mom it hurts but i bet it hyrts my anut to look at me everyday since i look like her brother..
"why were you yelling and anut donna?" she looked at me with those big round baby blue eyes. how was i to tell her that our anut is slowly killing herself with cigerettete? so i said the only thing that came into my mind.."we had an disagreement".
she looked at me..for a four year old she was good at telling if someone was keepin a secert from her. "look, jordon, youll understand when your bigger.."
she just nodded and kept looking at me. "you should tell anut donna u sowwy" i sighed. she was right. i walked into the kitchen where anut donna had her face in her hands. then guilt washed over me..me and jordon wasnt the only ones who lost someone we loved..she losted her best friend and brother...
i set down beside her and put my hand on her shoulder.
"im sorry.i just get to emotional sometimes.im sorry i know im a total biitch"
she looked at me and laughed. "your not a biitch Ava your just going threw a hard time, we all are." as she said this a thought came into my mind. "how about we move from this town? maybe us starting over will help" i smiled it was such a great idea why didnt i think of it earlier?!
first she looked shocked then she looked confused then sh smiled.
"thats a great idea Ava. i think it would be good for all of us to start of and get a fresh start, but where would we move?" i smiled and pulled a add outta my pocket. it was about this singing contest an I KNOW I CAN WIN!.
"Ava..LA? isnt that far away?" she looked at me and then back at the paper
"Aunt Donna i know i can win, i know it with all of my being." i looked at her with begging eyes."please...."
"oh all right ill go put the house up for sale" she smiled and got up and walked into her room. "YES" i screamed "im gunna be the next teen star" i ran into my room and grabbed my cell then saddness washed over me.....Jade..my best friends gunna be torn when i tell her im moveing across the country..but when i win ill come see her millions of time a year. i smiled and started packing i didnt care if it took 2 weeks to get this house sold i wanna start packing now so we can go ahead and leave
monday at school
"your what?!" jade screamed at me as i toke my stuff from my locker..it only toke the weekend to get our home sold. "Jade..im sorry but this is a once and a lifetime chance for me to show the world what i got..besides ur the only one here that really cares" i put my last notebook in my backpack "what about Connor? huh? last weeek u would have dreamed of this" she said his name......the wound slashed open again the pain hitting my chest like a 18 wheeler. "i gotta go" tears was storming and my eyes..i didnt want anyone at this school to fell bad for be..no ever..The ride from the school to home was terrible. The whole in my heart felt ragged and raw and with every breath I toke I felt more and more like I was falling apart finally I had to pull over. I put my arms around my stomach the tears falling down my cheeks and I watched them as they hit my jeans. “Please just let me get through this car ride home” I pleaded to myself cause I didn’t want to have to call my aunt to have to come get me because I have a broken heart that wants to bend but keeps getting rubbed with salt. So I to a deep breath wiped by eyes and started up the truck again. When I got home I saw that my aunt and my sister finished packing and was putting stuff into a Taxi. When I got out of my truck my aunt called “come on our flight leaves in like 2 hours and we need to get there early.” So I threw my back pack in the trunk off the taxi and went to go get in the back. It was silent the whole way there and no one said anything till we got on the airplane. “Ava I’ll be in the last row with Jordon wait for us when you get off, okay?” I nodded and set were Aunt Donna told me to set I didn’t last long though I was tired from all that crying so I fell asleep right when we toke off and woke up when we were landing I got off the plane and wait for Aunt Donna and Jordon like I was suppose to. When they got of they had all our suite cases on a cart. “Come on I rented a car last night and it should be about a half mile from here” A. Donna smiled at me and I smiled back
“Honey! Watch out” but before she could get the words out I run smack into someone and my purse fell outta my hands and everything went everywhere.
“oh. Shiit im so Sorry!” I bent down and started to pick up the stuff that fell.“no problem stuff like this happens.” He bent down and started helping me pick up my stuff. I looked up at him to see that it was Justin bieber. About the same time I looked up he did to and he caught my blue eyes with his beautiful brown eyes. He smiled and I didn’t know what to do so I just smiled back and I knew I was blushing. He looked back at the stuff I dropped and then blushed himself “um. I think you wanna pick that up” he pointed to some tampons and my face turned blood red. “holy crap!” I picked them up as fast as I could and threw them in my purse hopeing this was just a dream.“its okay. I wont tell” he smiled and winked at me “im Justin and you are?”“oh. Um. I’m Ava”…“oh is that German?” he ssmiled at me. “oh yeah I think so” “oh cool-“ then I I saw Usher and Ryan butler walkin our way “yo, Jb weve been looking for u everywhere. Where have you been?’ usher look pretty pissed and Ryan just kept staring at me a stud strait up and looked down “um..im sorry it was my fault he was helping me pick up the stuff I dropped after I ran into him..” usher looked like he just noticed me and he smiled “oh and who is this pretty young lady?” I was about to open my mouth to say my name but Justin cut me off “her names Ava” he looked at Ryan intently like he was warning him about something through his eyes but Ryan was just smileing like he wanted to push his limits “oh that’s a pretty name” ryan smiled at me and winked. “yo Ryan back off” Justin moved infront of me like he could stop Ryan from seeing me “oh Justin play fair”

Ryan said teasingly “um I gotta go Justin, my aunts probly lookin for me” I interrupted them they looked at me “yeah we do to JB has a thing he has to get to” usher looked at me and smiled.”but if you want we can walk you to where your soppose to meet your aunt” “no thankyou” I grabbed my purse and hurried to get outta there Idk what just happened there with Justin and Ryan but I didn’t want to stay in the awkwardness.

“Ava wat happened” my aunt asked..”um I ran into someone and they helped me pick up my stuff” “oh okay we better hurry up cause ur audition is in 4 hours” my aunt said as I got into the car. We drove for about an hour until we pulled into a drive way with a 5 story house and a built in pool “wow!” I pretty much screamed as I got outta the car its huge!” my aunt smiled “go hurry up and get unpacked Ava” I turned and almost ran into a girl with long straight blonde hair blue eyes and a sundress on “oh! Im so sorry!” she jumped back . I smiled she was around my age”oh its fine im Ava and im new here”

She smiled brightly “im hailey! I live right beside you! If you want me and my friend Rissa can help u get ready for the audition" she smiled i looked at my aunt and she nodded for me to go ahead. Hailey smiled brightly, grabbed my wrist and pretty much dragged me to her porch. She turned around and smiled. “were gunna be the bestest friends. I smiled back. Was this girl crazy, maybe. But she was nice to.
“Come on lets go introduce you to rissa!” she opened the door and grabbed my wrist and dragged me up three flights of stairs and down two hallways before she stopped at a door with Justin bieber posters all over the door. “this is my room” she dropped my wrist and I sighed with relieve, she was excited about be meeting her friend rissa she didn’t feel the scars on my wrist. I put both hand deep in my Hollywood undead jacket before she could notice them. “hey rissa look at this chick who just moved in Mr. and Mrs. Butlers old house she pushed me in her room where I saw Justin Bieber and big time rush things everywhere. Rissa, who was really thin. Had blue eyes and brown hair that went to her lower back, was sitting on the bed watching MTVs music video thing and Dinosaur by ke$ha was on she got up and smiled “wow, she’s beautiful” Rissa said as she hugged me “im Rissa By the way, and you are?” she flopped back on the unmade bed and looked at me. “Oh,um,im Ava” I stuttered. For a girl with MPD (multiple personality disorder) and ADHD (attention desivasent hyper disorder) I was shy and quiet. Hey smiled brightly and pushed me into a chair playfully “so whats the contest Ava?” Hailey smiled and set beside Rissa. “oh it the next teen star singing contest” I looked down at my feet but I saw both of them look at each other and smile. “we gotta give you a make-over A” hailey cried “please!please!please! We know what were doin both our mothers was a stylist! So you can trust us A” Rissa begged with Hailey. “who’s A?” I asked confusingly. They both laughed “its you!” the sang together. I blushed stupidly “oh okay I guess ya’ll can do the make over.” I sighed I wasn’t gunna fight with these girls I knew they would win anyways. Hailey and Rissa both ran into the Haileys bath room started arguing about what to use. I grabbed my cell phone outta my back pocket and looked through my messages for the first time since I got off the plain. I had 10 messages 2 from Chris, 5 from Jade and three from Connor. I didn’t feel like reading them all so I just was about to call Jade so I just pressed the “J” button and saw two names that popped up jades names was first and the second name had Justin Biebers name on it. How did he get the time to sneek on my cellphone and type in his number w/o me seeing him doin it? My heart was beating faster the a humming birds wings. I pressed the call button..to make sure it was really his number it started to ring then on the second ring I heard his voice on the other line. “hello?” he asked my heart started beating inside my throat “Justin?” I asked softly not wanting to let him hear the crack in my voice. “Ava? Is that you? I see you found my number" "yeah I guess” I said softly and looked to see if Hailey and Rissa were done yet but they just set there and fought over some hair dyed.“so what you up to tonight…..Have any plans?” Justin asked again I heard who I thought was Ryan saying something like. “the babe JB’s talking to is fine” then I heard a laugh by someone in the background then he said “uh-oh Justin seems like Ryan might have a thing for your babe” I blushed. Justin and me Together? i don’t think so……then I heard Ryan yell. Then Justin started talking to me again. “sorry about that Ryan,Christian and Jeydon don’t know how to behave when im on the phone.” I couldn’t help but to laugh. “yeah….and when you say jeydon?..........” I trailed off and stared at Hailey looking threw her drawer. “yes I mean Jeydon Wale.” Justin seemed mad but I pretended not to notice “so, Ava, doing anything tonight?” was he asking ME out? But dang! I have the thing I gotta get to. “um..from 4 to 6 im busy. If its good with you we could meet at Dairy-Queen” “yeah! That’s great ill see you then!” he sounded excited and nervous. “okay um..i gotta go Justin ill see you tonight” I saw Hailey and Rissa with there arms full of hair and make-up products. “oh okay by” he hung up. “OH! Who was the dude on the phone” Rissa smiled and winked at me. “um just some guy” I blushed. “does he live here?” Hailey almost dropped the stuff outta her hands. “his names Justin…..Justin Bieber” they both screamed and jumped up and down “how? when?” Rissa asked hurriedly “Um…today at the airport. He helped me pick up some stuff I dropped….”my face turned bright red as I looked down at my hand. “That’s so cool, Ava.” Rissa smiled. Then all of a sudden I heard Justin Bieber’s song baby start playing. I jumped in my seat startled by the noise. Hailey dropped the items in her arms on the bed then went to go pick up her iphone and answered it “hello?” she answered her phone with so much happiness I started feeling a little jealous by her…I’m almost always jealous by the happy, cheerful girls. The ones who’s parents are still alive, who still have a heart that’s not broken….who still works the way they’re suppose to work. “-Haha yeah Macey, shes pretty for a emo girl. But listen to this, Justin Bieber asked her on a date tonight!” I watched hailey talk to her friend as Rissa played with my hair. “why did you dye your hair black, Ava? It would be so pretty chocolate brown” Rissa asked me as she put some of my hair in the light. “okay! See you then” hailey hung up and picked up the hair dye. “we’re gunna do your hair a dark chocolate brown.” She smiled as she pulled me into her bathroom and I put my hair into the sink. I felt as Hailey started to put the dye in my hair it was cold. After she scrubbed it in good and we waited 15 minutes. She rinsed it out. She handed me a towel and I wrapped my hair in it and followed them back into Hailey’s room the started throwing cloths on the bed “what size do you wear?” Hailey asked me as she held up a way to short skirt up. “um 3’s in jr’s” she threw me the skirt and then a neon pick tank top. I looked at her wide eyed “go into my bathroom” Hailey nodded towards her bathroom as she started looking threw more cloths. I just walked slowly into the bathroom closed the door and put the cloths on..i looked at myself after I was done and gasped I never showed this much of me in my life! What would the judges say…? Or better yet Justin….? I sighed and toke my hair outta the towel…the natural curls going in my face. I opened the door pulling the back of the skirt down. Rissa and hailey smiled big “perfect! No some high-heels!” chimed Hailey. “um hailey..thats a bad idea im a real big klutz” I whispered. I couldn’t fall infront of Justin…I already let him see my tampons. then I remembered that he could have seen the condom my aunt made me keep in my purse. NOW THAT WOULD HAVE BEEN EMBARRSEING! Hailey threw me some black high heels that looked like they belonged in a pole dancing club. I looked at Hailey as I put them on.."um.......im not wearing this hailey" i turned and looked at the mirror then back to her "i look like a hoe!" hailey laughed. "no you dont hun you look very pretty" she smiled "can i at least wear my converse?" i asked and took off the strripper shoes which made hailey pout "sure but we gotta go if it starts at 4." i nodded and threw my shoes on and grabbed my purse. "comeing rissa?" hailey asked Rissa shoke her head no and me and hailey just went and got in her car. we didnt talk much on the way there just cause im so nervous not because of the auditins because after them im going on a date with a guy almost every girl would kill for. "we're here" hailey looked at me and smiled as we got out i saw Ryan and Jerydon sitting at the front door talkin "oh-no" i said softly "what?" hailey put her sunglasses on her head and looked the way i was looking then she smirked "really Ava really?" i nodded and i hurried past then but ryan grabbed my arm "Ava?" “um….yeah?” I yanked my wrist from him. What in the hell was he doing here? I toke my sunglasses off and put them on the top of my head getting ready to tell him off when I was spun around by of course Jeydon. “What the hell do you want Jeydon!?! Ya’ll are gunna make me fvckin late for my audition and im gunna kick ya’lls asss!” Jeydon looked at me for a minute then he looked at Ryan and smirked “Uh-oh Ryan Justin won’t like this now will he? His baby’s becoming a star” she looked at me again. “fvck off losers!’’ Hailey came stomping forward and pushed Jeydon far to were I could finally breathe. “come on Ava lets get outta here I think these are the wannabe losers.” Hailey rolled her eyes and grabbed my wrist and dragged me into the building. It felt like we walked forever till I saw the door.. “last call for Ava” before they could say my last name I gave Hailey I quick hug and opened the door to the audition room. I saw one man in his late 50’s looking over papers a beautiful blonde hair blue eyed girl sitting right beside the old man and…………Justin?! He looked just as surprised as I did. “well hello Ava.” The girl smiled “what will you be singing for us today?” I walked to the middle of the stage and toke I deep breath “im singing overboard by Justin Bieber.” The girl nodded and I started to sing the first part of the song. Before I got to the chorus the man cut me off. “okay, time to vote. Peggy?” he looked at the girl and she smiled “baby..you have a beautiful voice and I say yes….” The man nodded and looked back at his papers “I say yes to but you know this isn’t just a game…..you have to work hard and long if you wanna win?” I nodded “yes sir I know” Justin shoke his head “I say no….” he shrugs.. “im sorry Ava” I nodded but peggy got up and smiled “but you only need 2 yes’ baby” I nodded and started walking out then I heard someone following me..i turned around after I walked out a Justin Bieber was standing right there. “what the fvck Ava?!” he screamed I looked at him confused “what do you mean?!” I yelled straight back he has no right to talk to be like that. “why didn’t you tell me you just was staying here for the show then leaveing right afterwards,huh?” tears slide down my cheeks I was upset over him? Wow! "Im not fvckin leaveing justin!" i screamed. "im living here! its because my mom and dads dead! your such i diick!" i turned around to walk off but he grabbed my wrist and pulled me into a kiss i put my hands on his chest to start and push him off my then all my free will left me and all i could think about was how bad i wanted him. i put my hands around his neck and he put his hands on my hips. no matter how close we got i wasnt close enough. Finally i broke the kiss gasping for air and he laughed softly. "w-what" i said shakingly "nothing.." he smiled softly "OMG! justin whos this girl!" i male voice said behide us and i saw a light flash. when i turned around i guy with a camrea was standing there. "can't you give him a fvckin break!" i screamed and grabbed justins hand and stormed outta there. "ava..." justin tugged on my hand to make me stop and i turned around "yeah?" "why did you yell at him? he was doing his job." i looked at him confused "you like them following you around like lost puppy wanting to catch every mistake you do?" "no but its there job." "ugh ur so confuseing Justin!" i turned around and was walking to Haileys car hopefully she hasnt left yet. "oh no you dont" he grabbed my waist and threw me over his shoulder "put me down justin" i screamed trying to hide the giggles but failed "no we have a date, remember?" i blushed "oh yeah..." he laughed and put me in his car. "a bit air head are we?" he was bent over with his hand on my knee i looked up at him. what was a suppose to do? then before i cound think straight he peck me on the lips