Poetry for those who have gone

i have fallen once more
into a sea filled with red,
miles and miles deep bny your hand
from all of the hearts you have broken and all of the people you have hurt
people dont know the real you
i am the only on you have let in,
so open your ears and listen to me
as i once listened to your every word and did your every whim
but not it is your turn to fully understand

all those girls you chase around
they mean nothing to you
i made you into what they want
i crafted you into the perfect boyfriend
but way down deep you are still the same
murderous beast
who i tried to fix who i loved dearly
but all of those you left me for,
you might as well have killed me then
but yet you wait till now

i gave you life, i gave you your everything
and you know it is true
that is why you thank me so ruoghfully and kiss me softly
you know that you cannoy be you
until you find the one for you
but that one is me,
i am the perfection,
the girl made of glass who sees through you
i know the worst part of you
i have seen it all

but now you lay me down to sleep
and i pray to god my soul
to keep but if you kill me again beofre i wake
i pray the devil your sword will take