Dread

Knees,
On my knees...
More than anything,
Bleeding through on the carpet beneath me,
Afraid to shed a tear.
I don't know why....
Guess it's finally getting to me....
Guess it's all finally coming after me.....
Guess you're finally breaking through.....
Dread
Pain is dead,
It's only worse.
Agony speaks highly enough,
I can't grasp it.
I'm tongue twisted, and choking on my own words....
Afraid to speak aloud....
Why I don't know anymore,
As my wounds putrefy,
I swear you're like a maggot,
Devouring my tissue,
Destroying vital parts of me,
Already dead.
Yet still, you can't help but fulfill the temptation for your Cannibal sensation....
Can't you control yourself?
Can't you end this....
Can't you end what you started?
I'm sickened with finishing up your fights,
Battling out all of your wars,
Cleansing all of the paper cuts....
Putting up with you!
Dread
Guess it's all getting to me....
Guess you're finally breaking through to me.....
Guess I'm not as done as I thought....
Get it right!
On my hands,
Scraping them along the pavement.
Digging for a way out,
Even though there's a door in front of me..
Chances are you're behind it, standing there
With a sly smirk.
I can't imagine such a sight.
It'll leave me shattered,
Leave me crippled upon the inside,
Like you left me crippled,
Physically.
Dread
Your temptation.
Has drowned me in my sins,
I see it now.....
Darkness all around,
In my heart and burried deep within the ground.
Where I'll soon lay,
With a box in my hands.
Entwined with a message from you,
I never dared to read,
Because I knew it wouldn't be wise to quicken what was already inevitable,
You knew it too.....
That's why you wrote it,
With that pen.
And with that smirk....
Dread
Quicken enough,
No more conflict,
No more inflictions from your ole ball and chain...
You tore me...
Left me gutted on the pavement,
Not far from where I now lay,
Obviously I've made strides to move....
Find help,
Finish off what promises needed to be held.
Finish off the word I put out there for all of the deaf and the blind to hear,
And hopefully wouldn't speak afterwards either....
Dread