true love never end up happily ever after

cody paul weatherwalk....
were to begin. We have been through so much together. I remember the day you said yes to me....we replay chucky over and over again because we never wanted to leave each other. Then the day after than we got pregnant....we were only kids and now we are going to raise a baby. We just didnt know it yet. New Years eve...fun night filled with wonderful times.. you me lizzie and marquis. i got drunk that night. we were madly in love.. all the nights you snuck in. the one that sticked with me the most was valentines day (: The shower ! wow we will have so many memorie we wont beable to forget. i know i wont forget. i never really showed my true feeling for you. yes i said i love you and i was in love with you but those are just word there were no actions telling you that. words are meant to be on paper...if they are on paper then you cant go back on them. well actually you can...but you have to trust that the person wont....and i trust you. i will always no matter what happens. im so use of people breaking my heart but when you did it ,it hit me really hard ? i have no idea why thought. maybe becuase you were one of the only person that i did actually love and wasnt done showing you. and as i am writing you this letter and i know it will never get to you unless you look through my computer it is kind of hurting me a little more each word i write. but im going to keep writing because i know that i can take the pain and im hoping with all my heart you will find this letter and realized im crazy becuase it the truth crazy in love with you. I have no idea what i was getting myself in to when i had shex with you if i knew we were going to break up when i was 6 months pregnant i think i would have never done it...but im glad i did cause i like it :/ thats a horrible reason i know ! but now WE got a beautiful baby girl and we are best friends. I still love you and i dont know if you love me back but i dont care really...well maybe i do ? well i asked you what song reminded you of me and you said replay...just so happens that all the sudden my computer changes to that song.. tears run down my face as i start to sing it. i hate how this song makes me feel. some day i wanna make you my wife....everytime you sang that i remember i aways said ask me ? i always dreamed about marrying you...but i knew it would never happen. i know god i am negitive huh...why are you always right ! i remember that game to IM ALWAYS RIGHT AND I WAS TRUE ! THERE I SAID IT ! why am i sitting here writing this i really wanna know. am i that bored with my life ? i ruin everyones life anyway. i dont even know why i have friends..do you ? i know all my friends actually hate and and are my friends because they feel bad for me..is that true ? why am i asking you...you will just say" stop being so negitive." Blah blah i heard this stuff before by you and everyone else in the world. I am seriously debating on weather or no you even want me in your life ? i really need to know this . i need to know this because i want to move on. something is holding me here. I want to be in your arms when i fall asleep want to wake up to you in my bed. get that good morning kiss from you and a good-bye kiss when you leave me . I want to hear i love you when we separate until again you always said...until again what ? what will happen next time i see you ? willl you kiss me be a father to our daughter ? i realy need to know babe ? well boy its about that time i delete this whole thing and pretend i never wrote his