My Beautiful Remains

" I had my heart completely ripped out from her. I couldn't believe she cheated on me before and now Im remembering those stupid times we spent together. It's over. What's done is done." I whispered to myself. I ran to my room and shut the door, more like slammed it. I slid against the door on my back and put my head in my lap. I always did that when I was little, and still too. Memories flooded my mind of times with Scout. I felt tears slowly making their departure
on my cheeks. Scout tore me apart so badly that I was hurt for a month. Yes, you read that right, a month.
Erin is more imprtant to me then Scout. Erin is more important. Erin is my everything now. Not scout. Not the lying cheater." I kept repeating in my head.
"Andy? What's wrong?" my mother knocked on the door and I jumped. I thought she was at work. Oh well.
"nothing mom." I dried my tears and opened the door. "Andy you can tell me." she walked in.
"I know mom, but this time I just can't. It's too personal and I have to take care of it myself..." my voice trailed off.
"okay well Erin called the house when I came home. She asked if you would like to have dinner over her house and 'chill'." she emphasized chill. "I told her you will call her back as soon as you can." she finished.
"fine, well I mean okay cool." I sniffled.
I politly asked her to leave and turned on my laptop and did whatever and turned on my iTunes music. Everything in the real world was drowned out. It seemed like I had nothing to worry about for hours.
Then when I was about to shut off my laptop my mom walked in.
"it's 4:00 now. If I were you, i'd be getting ready knowing how long you take."
she replied and walked out of the room. I sighed. At least she didn't ask anything more about what just happened. I thought I would die if she got in my business anymore.