Why me?
A 100 % true story about my life..And just how bad it really is..Comment);
My life..Is horrible.I have weird and abusive parents.And school,oh that's just another story.I was recently heartbroken by a boy i was secretly crushing on,he turned me down and played around.Because he thought i couldn't play the part.He thinks i won't be the evil one,but he doesn't know how fast things will turn around.My parents are evil,they are constantly seperating me from my friends,and my free time.I get hit with hard bottom shoes...For things i never even did,my mother is only focused on making me look bad.Because she knows that i'm too chicken/nice to do anything about it.She knows that my older brother will hit/yell at her.And my little brother will ignore,and pester her.But me on the other hand,theres nothing i can do about it,because i have a good heart..
At this point,my insides are falling apart,and my life with my crush is swooping down one level at a time,he hates me.He ignores me,he hangs out with girls he knows i absolutely HATE right in front of me.The only 4 people i think understand me are Camryn,Carolyn,Cameron,& Keirstin.I hate everything about that boy,i love him and he practically hates me with a passion.He tries to avoid me at all costs.But watch,one day he'll see.He'll be begging on his knees for me,because those other girls use him as a rebound,but he doesn't realise who really has always loved him this whole time.
My life at home has become a disaster,i have no cell/home phone that i am allowed to use to contact ANYONE.I got my cell phone taken away recently by my mother because she was going through a hard time and felt i needed to pay,but i guess she needed some room to breathe,so i understood her anger and gave her my cell phone.I am no longer aloud to contact Carolyn my 2nd bff from my home phone because my mother stalks our phone conversations and believes the things we talk about are innapropriate...
Playing with my friend Camryn has become almost extremely rare now-a-days.My mother just says "No" whenever i ask her..Even when she is in a good mood.I guess she just hates me.But whatever,at least i get to play with her at school.
My father is my 2nd most hated person following my mom.He is evil and often uses me,and takes advantage of me.He will hit and grab my arms and call me dumbasss and constantly make me do chores instead of my older brother a.k.a his BFF.But then 2 seconds later,he'll ask me "Go watch your little brother" or "Want to go hunting with me?" As if nothing ever happened.He just plays with my heart and brain like Jadyn (my horrible crush)..
My life is horrible as it is,and i don't think i can make it any better.So i just try to make do with what i have,and make the best out of it.Hopefully things will start shaping up..I hope you enjoyed reading about the many out of few horrible parts of my life(; TBC
At this point,my insides are falling apart,and my life with my crush is swooping down one level at a time,he hates me.He ignores me,he hangs out with girls he knows i absolutely HATE right in front of me.The only 4 people i think understand me are Camryn,Carolyn,Cameron,& Keirstin.I hate everything about that boy,i love him and he practically hates me with a passion.He tries to avoid me at all costs.But watch,one day he'll see.He'll be begging on his knees for me,because those other girls use him as a rebound,but he doesn't realise who really has always loved him this whole time.
My life at home has become a disaster,i have no cell/home phone that i am allowed to use to contact ANYONE.I got my cell phone taken away recently by my mother because she was going through a hard time and felt i needed to pay,but i guess she needed some room to breathe,so i understood her anger and gave her my cell phone.I am no longer aloud to contact Carolyn my 2nd bff from my home phone because my mother stalks our phone conversations and believes the things we talk about are innapropriate...
Playing with my friend Camryn has become almost extremely rare now-a-days.My mother just says "No" whenever i ask her..Even when she is in a good mood.I guess she just hates me.But whatever,at least i get to play with her at school.
My father is my 2nd most hated person following my mom.He is evil and often uses me,and takes advantage of me.He will hit and grab my arms and call me dumbasss and constantly make me do chores instead of my older brother a.k.a his BFF.But then 2 seconds later,he'll ask me "Go watch your little brother" or "Want to go hunting with me?" As if nothing ever happened.He just plays with my heart and brain like Jadyn (my horrible crush)..
My life is horrible as it is,and i don't think i can make it any better.So i just try to make do with what i have,and make the best out of it.Hopefully things will start shaping up..I hope you enjoyed reading about the many out of few horrible parts of my life(; TBC
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I feel sooooo bad for you! My friend's disowned her mom, dad, and sis. Her dad took her phone and ipod bc her sis said she pushed her bro down the stairs (she didn't). And her mom she just doesnt like.
Sounds like my parents..EXACTLY );
So sorry :'(
This reminded of a story I read. But the crush thing, that is just down right aweful. Oh. By the way, the book is called Bad Girls Don't Die. It is paranormal (kooool stuuuuuufffff). I would soooo tell everyone off if I was treated like that.