Hot Mess

I ran as fast as I could to the hospital, not caring how much my throat hurt.
"What room is Jason Cruz in?" I asked breathlessly to the nurse
"Room 309" she responded in a calm voice.
I nodded and latterly ran to room 309 whic was in the third floor. Once I got there I saw my brother's motionless body on the hospital bed, he looked so.... broken.
"What happened?" I managed to choke out
"He got beaten by a gang, I'm sorry" the nurse uttered
My hands turned into fist I felt cold from the anger that was building up inside me. My brother is in this mess just because he's g-gay?!?
"He has 30 minutes to live" the nurse added
I just nodded and looked at my brother.
"Please don't leave me!!" I cryed
"Don't leave me like mom and dad!!" I choked out
The minutes passed by and all I could hear was the long Beep of the machine he was plugged into, he was gone.
"I'm sorry for your loss" the nurse apologized
I just stormed out of the hospital and ran home with dried up tears on my face.

Two Days Later.....

My life has been nothing but one hot mess, I lost my brother, mom, dad, and home. Me and my twin sister are on out way to La Push to stay with my uncle Sam and his fiancée Emily.
"Attention Passangers the plan will be landing in 15 minutes"
I threw a pillow at me twin sister Alice who was sleeping.
"Like what is your problem Alex!!" she yelled
I just rolled my eyes and got my bags. Once we landed me and Alice looked around for uncle Sam.
"Omg you see those hot boys over there? Don't look" Alice pointed out
I quickly turned around and saw 6 buff guys and two girls.
"I'm gonna tell them you think there hot" I teased Alice and skipped towards them before she could respond. Once I got close enough one of them looked familiar, it wad Sam!!
"Sam!!" I yelled
I ran towards him dropped my bags and hugged him.
"Haha nice to see you too" Sam said
"Umm where is Alice?" he added
I walked towards Alice and pulled her arm towards the guys
"Noo" she screamed
"Yes" I corrected her
We stood infront of everyone
"That's uncle Sam dumba/s/s" I whispered in her ear
"Hi uncle Sam" she greeted with a bright smile
"Woow you look so different" Sam spoke
"Oh and this is the pa- I mean my friends Seth, Quil, Embry, Jared, Leah, and Jake" he added
They all waved or just said hi, I looked at Alice and she was blushing
"And the best for last, my fiancée Emily" he bragged
Awe so sweet, we shooked her hand. The drive to Sam's house was long. I got bored so I started tracing the patterns from my scars that were on my wrist, I used to cut myself but I stopped.
"What are those?" a husky voice asked
"Umm nothing" I quickly covered my wrists and starred out the window
"We're here, now get out" Sam announced
I got out and looked around, it was a nice house. Sam grabbed Alice's bags while Jake carried mines upstairs to my room.
"You like it?" Jake asked as I looked around my new room
I just nodded and looked out the window, I had an amazing view of the woods. I heard Jake drop the bags on my bed and stood next to me
"The woods are very beautiful" he said looking at me
"Yeah" I agreed